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Monday, November 30, 2009

BACK FROM GUARD DUTY !
24 hours guard duty sucks !!
Waste time !!
 


Maybe closing this blog soon . sian . Taking leave today . But have to go back today also . Damn !
But another successful duty , no turn out , no riot drill and no stand two . Phew !

Gonna go have breakfast now . Bye ..  

10:02 AM

Friday, November 27, 2009

On 22nd of dec .
I'll be back to tekong . 
Stay there maybe 1 week or 1 month . 
Prepare for 2mtm . 






I'm rotting at home today . Stupid yee ping go what chalet . Ass hole ! Haha ! Sunday 
doing guard duty again . SIAN ! Stupid support people never let people out . 
Fuck . Another 24 hours duty again . 24 hours duty suck !! 

Rest of the week will be quite slack . Sir taking leave , Platoon sergeant also taking leave . 
Sir will be going new york ! Shiok lor . 

Sis went JB and dad went KL . Throw me at home again ! Boring Boring Boring ! Dx 
Ahhhhh !! Boring like hellllllllllllll !! Damn Damn Damn !!!   





End Here ! 
















The wind slowly passes through a familiar town,
while two people walk at the same pace as always.
After laughing and fooling around,
I see a mature gaze I've never seen before.
It's OK if you don't say anything.
Your feelings are not mistaken.
Just continue to move straight ahead.
I can't help looking at you.
Whether or not I am beside you,
there is a red string that ties people together




하루 하루



3:37 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

WOOTS !! 

Meet you today at Mac , actually you're not counted as late lah . Better than the stupid 
ANG YEE PING ! Let me wait for 3 hours plus ! Grr !  
Pass you things and slack at mac till 4plus . 
Send you to the bus stop , when you got on the bus 
suddenly rain . And i'm stuck at the bus stop ! Haha . 
Wait like 20 to 25 mins , then don't care already . Wear 
my jacket and walk in the rain ! XD 
And now like got flu already . Hees . 

Reached home , grandma playing mahjong . Daddy in the room 
playing with his ipod game again . Asked him , 
' Daddy , ni mei you chu qu meh ? ' 
He never answer me . Ask the another time again .
' Daddy , ni mei you chu qu meh ? '
No reply again .. 
Third time i shouted . 
' Daddy , ni mei you chu qu meh ! '
Then he answer me . Haha ! 


DADDY IS ADDICTED TO HIS IPOD GAME ! 
EVERY HOUR , EVERY MINUTE , EVERY SECOND 
KEEP SEEING HIM PLAYING HIS GAME ! 
AND YOU KNOW WHAT , EVEN WHEN HE'S IN 
THE CAR ! WTH ?? Haha !

My leave is over ! Tomorrow i'm going back to camp !
Damn ! Damn ! Damn ! DX

Alright shall post till here . Takecare everyone ! Especially you !! See you keep coughing and coughing and coughing . Aiyo ! Haha ! 



END HERE ! 

10:40 PM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

WHAT IF THE END IS NEAR ? 

WHAT WILL YOU DO ?






Given up quite alot of things . Friendship ? Relationship ? Everything ..
But the most important thing is , i have a great great greattt sister . A loving and caring daddy .
And my ahhhhhhh maaaaaaa .
 
Home is the best . So cherish everything you have before is too late .
When i was small i think why i'm different from other kids ?
They have a mother why don't i have mother ?
Then when times go by age growing i know how to think .
Life is actually unfair .. But no choice i have to accept it .


First time crying crazily while posting . Will be okay after a while .




Tomorrow going to have dinner with daddy and sis :D
YEAH !




Will stop here . Will post again tomorrow .














happy growing up in such a lovely home !

happy to have LO9K !

11:39 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009

LIFE IS SO BORING ! 



Guard duty yesterday . 24 hours shift . Luckly no turn out . 

Take leave for this week . Clearing leave , finally can rest from all those stressness ! :)

Don't know what to say . 

Bill for brunei 

Total : $ 1 , 274.02

Like wtf ? 2 months of my pay . Can spend it on other things lor . Fuck man .. 

11:48 PM

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Just came back yesterday . Yesterday had urban ops training . Fell down during tarining , hurt my elbow and my just injured leg . Pain !! Hmmm .. 1 hour later had to book in already . Sian ! Next sunday have guard duty . Even sian !

Yesterday evening book out , went home then straight away went to donna's 21st birthday party . At Pasir Ris . At first i told her i can't make it for her party cause can't book out then camp say night training last minute cancel . Haha . Yeah ! When i reach i straight away appear in front of her she suddenly shout and hug me . Haha . 

Okay lah , can't blog le . Hand pain pain ..




E- N - D

5:02 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Just reached home ...
Tired ..
From yesterday 5 plus til now ..
Yawn ..
Night .






It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear


Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late


9:44 AM