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Thursday, September 24, 2009

4 more hours and i'm flying!

Damn don't feel like going..

what am i going to do?
3weeks!
Hope it'll past fast..

Hmmmm.. Miss alot of people..
Miss my family, cousins, jiayi, elaine and many other people.
Sian....
Nvm very fast de.. :D

Going to bath now..
Takecare everyone.

END HERE.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
you are my only one

8:07 PM

4 more hours and i'm flying!

Damn don't feel like going..

what am i going to do?
3weeks!
Hope it'll past fast..

Hmmmm.. Miss alot of people..
Miss my family, cousins, jiayi, elaine and many other people.
Sian....
Nvm very fast de.. :D

Going to bath now..
Takecare everyone.

END HERE.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
you are my only one

8:07 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

TIME REALLY FLYS!

I'm flying tomorrow. So fast... 2a.m flight?!?! Haha! Have to reach airport at 12. Don't feel like going. I wanna awol! Haha! Will be there for 3weeks... Wake up damn early today, also don't know why. Takecare, everybody..

I'm now a 9 months solider! fast fast! Going to be 1year soon. Happy Happy :)

121210 i'm coming!! XD

1:04 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

2 more days and i'm flying!! Siannnnn!!

Go there until 12 October. Hmmm... Just booked out :)
Can rest le!! :)
Nowadays keep having weird weird dreams.
Don't know why also. Haha.
CSM say just take it that as a free oversea trip.
Tough leh.. :(
AH!!
Don't know what happen to my hand think over worked.
Pain.. :'(
Nvm..

END HERE!

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don’t be too hard on my emotions

Cause I, need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend

I'll try to be strong, believe me
I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me

Cause I, need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience, yeah
Have a little patience, yeah

Cause these scars runs so deep
It’s been hard
But I have to believe

Have a little patience
Have a little patience

Cause I, I just need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
Have a little patience

My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little... Patience

3:37 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

6 more days! and i'll be flying to brunei!

Hmmmm!! Will missing alot of people! The training there will be damn tough! Will i
survive through there? I hope so...

Later sergeant Yong Wei will be coming for home interview. Haha! Weird! XD
Last company field camp was like HELL!!!
Finally can relax after all those field camp thing.
Miss home-sweet-home!

Congratulation, Jiayi. You've done well for your GPA result. Good job!
Keep it up alright? :)

END HERE!

You know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I live my life for you

8:35 AM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Company field camp is a shit hell! Can't take it, even my sir also say damn tired. But i gone through it.
After field camp went back to camp, clean rifle and went to shower. After showering slack in bunk book out around 7 plus 98 like that. Right after that went home slack awhile then went chalet. Damn tired can! Wed, thursday, friday field camp. Friday, sat and sunday chalet. Imagine how many days never had a good rest already.. Drink for 2days, shiock! Open 4 bottles straight. Hehs! Friday is the craziest day! Damn damn damn tired now! And i'm sick now! Coughing like crazy now! SHIT! :(

Monday : Navigation
Tuesday : River Crossing
Wednesday : Field camp, Defence.

SHIT DAYS!!

1:35 PM

Sunday, September 06, 2009

人身短短一條命.

Went chalet yesterday, the chalet was quite big. 5 bedrooms, but only 2 rooms occupied.
Haha. Had alot of fun, happy times always end so fast. Why? Bought wilber pan wei bo de
album for sis de birthday present :) Check out at 10.30 then went parkway to return something
after that went teck whye to eat 黑面. Then return home le.

My leg de second last toe crack!! Very pain!! :'(
How to go for field camp?? Suck lah!

Tired! Need to go back camp before 9. Sian! Hmmmm!

End here. BYE!

1:36 PM

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Read your blog.

You're right, last time i never use all those words infront of you before. Sorry. I also don't
know why i'll become like this. There's one day in camp i really feel like committing suicide,
all those field camp things is really tough. All these years i never feel so so so tough before,
but i've to feel all these pain for this 2years. Its really sucks.

And you're right too, before i let go of you is say this too. If you're happy, i'm happy too.
I remember you say that you'll love me when we gone our separate ways. Really thank
you.

Takecare too alright? Love you too, jiayi. (:

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里

昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问

分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠

我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你

为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离

8:31 AM

HMMMMM!!!!

Went lot 1 today to buy things. Bought present for sis and buy " My Bloody Valentine " 3D. After buying went home to put things after that went to 5head to meet yee ping and jin kang. Slack slack awhile then went jurong to eat something.

Tomorrow going chalet! Sis's birthday chalet! Wooooo! Don't know how long never go chalet le lor. Finally. But 11 September still got another chalet :)

20 more days and i'm flying! Brunei here i come! But its stupid fucking shag! How? But i know, no matter what don't give up! :)

Going to sleep soon le, tired!

Good night, everyone! Night, dumb dumb! :)

I wanna know
who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying

just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying

so you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again

some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but I'm not buying
cuz in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know I'm not lying

sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied
won't be denied
I'm never gonna say goodbye

the more I know of you, is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
and the more that you love me, the more that I know
oh that I'm never gonna let you go
gotta let you know
that I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
all over again
and I swear it all over again

12:44 AM

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Hello.

4 field camp crashed together. fucking shag.. Shit!! Going to gone through shit for 2 years.
fuck man.. 1 more field camp after that to Brunei, fast. Talk to a uncle who supply water for our block. He asked me, gone Brunei already? I say 1 more field camp to go. He say Brunei fucking shag, must
have patience and must tolerate everything. Heard news before that got one solider die because of heat injury. Fucking scared i'll be dead there. I don't want. :(

Brunei training must climb 6 mountain and river crossing which have crocodile in the water. FUCK?!?!
Hmmmm.. Deep shit lah!

Moral very down! Don't know why also. My moral just very down. Hmmmm.. Stupid!!

End here..

一定是我不夠好所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯或海角躲在別人的懷抱
你能不能過得不管好不好故意躲開不讓我知道
只要你過得很好什麼都已不重要

10:06 PM