Meet babe yesterday, went to her school. Meet her outside the lift, then we walk until the place where i celebrate her birthday then she show me the MINI VOICE CHANGER so cute lah. Haha! Then babe hungry walk to the Atrium. We bought Grilled Chicken Rice =) Keep disturbing her she order what then i order what. Hees! Then cab to her house, when to the bbq place there and sit. Then babe went home and bath so i wait for her, after bathing cab to her working place at newton. Went to her shop downstairs but the aunt haven come and open the shop, so we went 7-11 and buy drinks. After that went back to the shop there and see see, walk around walk till one of the escalator behind plan to sit down then babe saw the aunty come down from the escalator. Babe went to work then i went to the toilet went i come out babe saw me then she come out of the shop walk outside the fencing shop then i go there find her. She going to the toilet, hug her and kiss her. Then told her that i'll wait for her outside then she call me go home first. Then walk to the mrt station. Got 2 way home, take till raffles place then change to green line. Or take all the way till bukit batok, decide until very long in the end i take until raffles place then change to green line faster.




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Just now when West Mall with daddy, daddy go take his letter and i go take the yellow pages. Daddy went to Harvey Norman then i go put the things in the car, after putting the things i go Harvey Norman to find daddy. Then daddy ask me what i wanna eat then i say anything lor. Went Kou Fu, ordered LOR MEE daddy never eat because he finish eating le. Help him ordered Ice-Kachang then i drink Bandung. After eating we walk around, then daddy say so long never come West Mall change alot some many new shop. Haha. Now daddy is sleeping and i'm using computer. Edited some photo.


You're feeling a bit unwell. Takecare alright? Don't make me worry alright?. I MISS YOU! =( Suddenly keep thinking of you, then go edit your photo. Takecare, babe. i love you..







I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU!


#01. Love!









I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Just finish watching naruto. Stupid! Asuma is dead. Cry like hell lah. Shikamaru, Ino and Choji is his students. So sad that Asuma is dead.. =(

Went sentosa today to celebrate Amanda's birthday. Play beach volley ball, touch rugby. After all those playing went to wash up after that went Harbour Front Centre and eat, then went vivo to and walk walk. Took some picture, will post later.

Yesterday i spoil everything again. =( What am i doing? She's just joking but i just cannot take it. My heart got one weird weird feeling.. Sorry for spoiling your day.. Takecare..


MEMORIES!


CHEERS, which we always go.


Forgot what's the name of this shop. She always go this shop and buy things.

Didn't get to take the opposite shop, she also always go there and buy things.


Daiso, which we always go.


Pet shop.


Arcade, the basketball and throwing ball game.


SKY PARK


PHOTO TAKING!


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#5

Listen to one song. By Ray J.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end,
It would just begin.
If I had one wish, you would be my boo,
Promise to love you,
Trust me I'll trust you.

This is part of the song. Now i understand why you would choose to be best friend with me, cause our love will never end. Thank you.



How are you? Is everything fine? I'll try to get over you, but i won't forget about you. I'll remember you make de promises, sleep before 1. And i only can call you baby 3times in a day. Good luck in everything alright? Study hard, cannot disappoint me. And must have confident in everything! Thank you for giving such a wonderful memories!


Our life totally change, is like there's something very important in my heart, gone. It is very torturing when the person you love gone. Is really sad that we're not together anymore. Thought we'll be together forever. =(


This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love

I loved you with my heart, really and truly

When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

New Hairstyle!


Don't know what to put then decided to put JYI


My ke lian de leg!


YUCK! Disgusting!! And painful!

Nothing to do after bathing so written this on the mirror.

Haha!

The last time i saw you is when i go your working place.



The tastiest drink i ever ever had! The drink made by her.

In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years

I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It's better when You're here

All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Don't go away

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now it's changing everything
It's crazy how I feel this way
I can't explain why I feel this way
It's hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don't go away

WHY? Why nowadays i keep thinking about things?? Its like my head is going to explode anytime.

FAMILY

Just now i watched the 9 o'clock show, its so sad that the piglet's dad passed away. I cried when i see that part. Dad i want to thank you for everything! For everything you for what you have given us, for everything you have done for us. Thank you for giving us the things that we like. Really very very thank you. You're the greatest dad in the whole world! And i'm very happy that I've you! No matter what you say, i'll listen. Thank you for taking care of us, although that mummy has passed away, you still wanted us to have a happy life. Thanks daddy!

Sometimes i cannot see sis for 1week? 2week? I miss her, i miss our breakfast. Our dinner. When we've sis at home, Saturday and Sunday dad,sis and me will go for breakfast and dinner too. But when sis when to donna's house dad seldom come home. Sometimes i cant even see dad for a few days too. Sometime is he never come home or he come home around midnight. I've already sleep, the next morning he when to work already. SIAN!

GIRLFRIEND

What happen to us nowadays? We are like nothing to talk about anymore. We cant find anything to talk about, sometime is i make you irritated. We don't have this problem last time, we wont keep quite and say nothing. What happen to us? =( Nowadays after we hang up the phone i'll cry and ask myself, what happen to us. I keep asking myself using the note in my phone, then i'll cry till i fall asleep. I don't want this.. I don't want.. I MISS YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I miss going out with you, i miss eating with you, i miss going to the arcade with you, i miss taking the bus and mrt with you, i miss your hug and kiss, i miss everything! =( And i want to tell you this, you're the greatest girlfriend i ever ever have. Thank you, sweetheart.



If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
I'm gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

Moving on, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever,
I just gotta let you know,
That I won't let you go.

Asuma is dead!! Awwww!! Stupid hidan is he a human or what? Asuma cut his head out and he is still alive? Akatsuki team is very powerful, but konoha's teams is powerful too. Waiting for the next episode from youtube. Goodbye, Asuma.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Suddenly think of alot of things in my mind now. Think of mummy, mother's side de

grandmother, mummy's brother ( DA JIU). Don't know why they suddenly appear in my mind.

It makes me cried when i think of people that's important to me the people i love, gone.

Everytime i think of them i'll be alone, i cry alone. Now i scared daddy leave me, i scared ahma

leave me. If daddy or ahma leave me, i really don't know what to do. I think i'll just break down..

Last few days forgotten when, i when to ting ke's house and my uncle say he is making our video

when we're small. He told me he still have one video that have mummy. I'm happy and sad at

the same time. I used to have one happy and complete family.. But suddenly mummy sick, her

sick is getting worse.. I still remember my maid told don't know who that in the morning when

she wake up she called mummy, but mummy didn't wake up she didn't answer my maid. Then

my maid and sis came to my school when i'm primary 3, they say mummy passed away. At that

time i'm still a small boy, i don't know anything. The journey way home i keep seeing my sis keep

crying. When i reached home i saw mummy's sister ( DA YI ) And i saw mummy lying on the

bed i hug her and she's cold. The sad thing is, she can't see me and sis grow up..

ALL I WISH NOW IS THAT MUMMY CAN HUG ME AND TELL ME THAT SHE LOVE ME..

BUT I KNOW THIS WISH WILL NEVER COME TRUE..

Please, anyone. Tell me what to do..