BOBO

2010-04-20T13:35:00.002+08:00

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候 没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵  以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以  即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实  这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右
答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流

2010-02-21T18:02:00.001+08:00

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

2010-02-07T11:36:00.002+08:00

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

2010-02-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

Went to SGH just now . Got to go out . Phew ..

Xiao gu look weak .. :(

Tomorrow then know got to go operation anot .

Takecare , xiao gu !

Fell down on monday . My pinky cannot bend down !

Bend down the skin will tear . Pain lah .. :(

Damn damn damn !!

Just finish 2NTM , now is 4NTM ..

Tomorrow got field camp !!

I hate field camp !! Stupid field camp :(

Saturday got live firing !! But i no need to fire !! WOHOO !!

Go there see them fire , halfday then can go home le . YES !!

Can go see xiao gu !! :)

Now is 9.34 have to go back at 10.30 .

Sian !

Got nightmare don't know when , forgot le . Damn scary can .

Wake up perspiring !! Damn lah !

Then yesterday they talk about last time de field camp

Some of them see things .

WOOOO !!

Luckily i never see .. Phew !

Okay lah , post till here .

Get well soon , xiao gu !!

Takecare , everyone !

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside cos summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

And So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late and she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger
I heard you say

At least not today.

2010-01-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

The blue clouds, they spell out your name
The darkest nights, you shine in them
I love you & I can imagine
I f you're not here with me

It's early days but I know for sure
That what I feel is real sincere
Let's make this, the best time of our lifes
Be my better half

I'll give you my world
I'll treat you nice
Cos for my love
I'll sacrifice

Anything I could
Everything I would

My love
You're everything I could ask for
Your smile makes me happy
Your tears makes me sad
And I know for sure
This is the best feeling I ever had

Your love
Brighten my dimmest light
Make my heart beat faster than before
As days pass I'm gonna love you more
I promise

I wanna say something to you
There's no one else that swept me off my feet like the way you do
And all I want is you
I promise that our love would shine if you let me with you

2010-01-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

Bought new shirt yesterday ! :)

at first i saw this quite nice :)

THEN

THIS !

COOL CAN !

After shopping went iluma arcade . Luckily i never play or else i won't stop ! Haha !

Around 6 plus 7 , dad came and fetch us for dinner !

Went don't know where for dinner , but its good ! After dinner went home !

Take alot of photo's at daddy's car but lazy to post so many so i post 1 only :)

END HERE !

2010-01-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

Damn sad and damn shack this week !

I fail my soc by 1sec !

Once i touch the finish line i straight away lie on the floor and wait for my timing...

Sir : Sbester faster ! 5 ! 4 ! 3 ! 2 ! 1 !

Me : ARG ! Boom ! Lie on the floor .

Sir : Good Good !

Me : Did i pass !?!

Sir : Good try . But fail by 1sec .

Me : Stun face . Shouted very loudly .. WTF !!

Sir : Relax . You tried your best . Still got next time .

Me : Shouted , I DON'T WANT NEXT TIME !!

Nearly kill myself !

Damn lor . 1sec only leh ! Now i know 1sec means alot to me ! :(

TODAY !!

New rule , No Lying On The Bed !

I sitted on the bed and ask my bunkmate to help me massage .

Cause my back really cannot make it ..

Then , sgt lawrence came in saw me and my 2other bunkmate on the bed .

Just now around around 4 plus 5 . Its book out time .

Sgt neo came in and tell me that me and my other 2bunkmate will book out late

cause caught lying on the bed . Then i was like wth ?! I where got lie on the bed sial !

Then suddenly they change order again , book out tomorrow !

Then i got bad mood , go find sgt for help .

In the end GET TO GO HOME !! WOHOOO !!! :)

Post till here !

PS : I got BLOG already okay . To you , you should know who you are !! =D

2010-01-10T16:50:00.002+08:00

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

你又在哭泣我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭有那麼點後悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭
卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

2010-01-10T03:59:00.000+08:00

Tired ..

Just reached home .

Yesterday around 3plus in the morning went amanda's house . From

my house i walk to her house . Cool right ? Haha ! Then in the afternoon meet cy , liang gege , wen yao and wen yao friend go town . Meet wen yao at cine . Finally see wen yao dance again ! Wooo ! :)

After arcade went 9th floor for toy catching :)

Wen yao caught a mario dinosaur and a elmo .

Then after that we went kfc for dinner .

After dinner went to timah for lan and pool again .

Finish playing around 3 plus in the morning , then chee pei pay for his com liang gege accompany him . Yee ping and me went out first . And here come the joke .

Chee pei : Eh , wait leh go toilet awhile

Liang gege : DON'T WANT LAH GO HOME LAH !

Joke of the day . Laugh till crazy can . haha !

Everyday , everyday i'm waiting for your call .. When will you call me again ? :(

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要

2010-01-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

Am i thinking too much ?

When i needed you , where are you ?

This week of off sucks !

I didn't even get to meet you ,

are you really very busy ?

1 month , but just see you once ..

Sms your friend , told her/him to tell you

contact me when you dismiss from school .

Wait like don't know how long .

In the end ..

You didn't ..

What a disapointment ..

Everyday , everynight waited for your call .

No call from you ..

Is this a retribution ?

DAMN MAN !

I MISS / LOVE YOU ...

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming
You know I can hear it, hear it in your soul
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

2010-01-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

TEQUILA SHOT ROCKS !! (:

Will have somemore when i go down again ! (:

Shiok !!

Currently playing Naruto Shippuden cool okay !

Got alot of character !

Cool !

But the game is in jap but understand a little lah .

Haha !

Byebye , gonna continue my game !

2010-01-03T03:35:00.000+08:00

Rah rah ah-ah-ah !
Ro mah ro-mah-mah !
Gaga Ooh-la-la !
Want your bad romance !

Today went out with liang gege and apple juice ! Went for dota and pool . Haha ! Same old thing owned

by liang gege . Sian ! After dota , pool ! (:

After pool went to have dinner after dinner back to pool . Play until 10 plus 11 went home .

Talking to the apple juice now , this rotten apple !!

Everyday sleeping very late . Sian !

I MISS YOU , BABE !

the whole world can refuse to trust me , but you must ...

the whole world can lie to me , but you can't ...

2010-01-01T20:14:00.001+08:00

HELLO 2010 !

Its a new year again ! 2010 ! Thought can spend with babe but she went out with friends .

Sian .. Haha ! But its okay lah . At around 8 plus 9 meet cy at jurong interchange wanted to

go and find wei liang . But in the end we didn't cause cy's dad called her tell her to reach home

before 12 . Then in the end we drop off at outram . Went vivo . Bought cig for yee ping then

went to his working place at bukit timah . He work at a pub or something . He take pizza for us

and i drank tequila shot ! Nice ! :)

Wait for him to knock off at 11 . Went to his house sit ouside his house and wait for him . End up sleeping

outside his house . Haha ! After that went lan lab find chee pei and yee ping's friend . Play pool until 2 plus 3

then went mac and find wei liang . Ate mac until 4 plus went IRC play COD 4 ( call of duty 4 ) then play dota ! Play until morning 7 plus 8 cab home . That how i spend my NEW YEAR !

Off till wednesday ! Shiok ah ! But all the field camp things coming again !! sian !! April i'm going to taiwan !

END HERE !

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2009-12-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas & Happy New Year !

Spend christmas in tekong but i enjoyed it ! Spending NEW YEAR outside !! Wooooo !! XD

New record : 1 day can do 400 plus push up ! Yahooooo !! XD

BYE!

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

364 days !

2009-12-13T12:59:00.001+08:00

364 more days to ORD !!

wooohoo !!

Fuck . Ps say i offend him , so give me weekend duty . Done 3weekend already , he did it on

purpose ! WTF ! Fuck you lah !!

Nvm , yesterday duty was alright anyway . Just that its sergant Neo . He's very ON !

Don't like .. Too ON already . Haha ! Stupid Charlie sergant . Fucking act lah . Call them walk faster

they still walk so slow . Delay our book out timing . Fuck you lah !! hAHA !

Tomorrow have live range again . With the stupid new LBV . Arse hole ! Grr !!

I'm sooooooo tired !! Yesterday 1st and 2nd shift rest time can sleep . But 3rd and 4th shift

cannot sleep . Damn lah !

Okay gonna go sleep now ! TATA !

I miss you , J !

2009-11-30T10:02:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM GUARD DUTY !

24 hours guard duty sucks !!

Waste time !!

Maybe closing this blog soon . sian . Taking leave today . But have to go back today also . Damn !

But another successful duty , no turn out , no riot drill and no stand two . Phew !

Gonna go have breakfast now . Bye ..

2009-11-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

On 22nd of dec .

I'll be back to tekong .

Stay there maybe 1 week or 1 month .

Prepare for 2mtm .

I'm rotting at home today . Stupid yee ping go what chalet . Ass hole ! Haha ! Sunday

doing guard duty again . SIAN ! Stupid support people never let people out .

Fuck . Another 24 hours duty again . 24 hours duty suck !!

Rest of the week will be quite slack . Sir taking leave , Platoon sergeant also taking leave .

Sir will be going new york ! Shiok lor .

Sis went JB and dad went KL . Throw me at home again ! Boring Boring Boring ! Dx

Ahhhhh !! Boring like hellllllllllllll !! Damn Damn Damn !!!

End Here !

The wind slowly passes through a familiar town,
while two people walk at the same pace as always.
After laughing and fooling around,
I see a mature gaze I've never seen before.
It's OK if you don't say anything.
Your feelings are not mistaken.
Just continue to move straight ahead.
I can't help looking at you.
Whether or not I am beside you,
there is a red string that ties people together

하루 하루

2009-11-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

WOOTS !!

Meet you today at Mac , actually you're not counted as late lah . Better than the stupid 

ANG YEE PING ! Let me wait for 3 hours plus ! Grr !

Pass you things and slack at mac till 4plus .

Send you to the bus stop , when you got on the bus

suddenly rain . And i'm stuck at the bus stop ! Haha .

Wait like 20 to 25 mins , then don't care already . Wear

my jacket and walk in the rain ! XD

And now like got flu already . Hees .

Reached home , grandma playing mahjong . Daddy in the room

playing with his ipod game again . Asked him ,

' Daddy , ni mei you chu qu meh ? '

He never answer me . Ask the another time again .

' Daddy , ni mei you chu qu meh ? '

No reply again ..

Third time i shouted .

' Daddy , ni mei you chu qu meh ! '

Then he answer me . Haha !

DADDY IS ADDICTED TO HIS IPOD GAME ! 

EVERY HOUR , EVERY MINUTE , EVERY SECOND 

KEEP SEEING HIM PLAYING HIS GAME ! 

AND YOU KNOW WHAT , EVEN WHEN HE'S IN 

THE CAR ! WTH ?? Haha !

My leave is over ! Tomorrow i'm going back to camp !

Damn ! Damn ! Damn ! DX

Alright shall post till here . Takecare everyone ! Especially you !! See you keep coughing and coughing and coughing . Aiyo ! Haha !

END HERE !

2009-11-17T23:39:00.001+08:00

WHAT IF THE END IS NEAR ?

WHAT WILL YOU DO ?

Given up quite alot of things . Friendship ? Relationship ? Everything ..

But the most important thing is , i have a great great greattt sister . A loving and caring daddy .

And my ahhhhhhh maaaaaaa .

Home is the best . So cherish everything you have before is too late .

When i was small i think why i'm different from other kids ?

They have a mother why don't i have mother ?

Then when times go by age growing i know how to think .

Life is actually unfair .. But no choice i have to accept it .

First time crying crazily while posting . Will be okay after a while .

Tomorrow going to have dinner with daddy and sis :D

YEAH !

Will stop here . Will post again tomorrow .

happy growing up in such a lovely home !

happy to have LO9K !

2009-11-16T23:48:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS SO BORING !

Guard duty yesterday . 24 hours shift . Luckly no turn out .

Take leave for this week . Clearing leave , finally can rest from all those stressness ! :)

Don't know what to say .

Bill for brunei

Total : $ 1 , 274.02

Like wtf ? 2 months of my pay . Can spend it on other things lor . Fuck man ..

2009-11-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

Just came back yesterday . Yesterday had urban ops training . Fell down during tarining , hurt my elbow and my just injured leg . Pain !! Hmmm .. 1 hour later had to book in already . Sian ! Next sunday have guard duty . Even sian !

Yesterday evening book out , went home then straight away went to donna's 21st birthday party . At Pasir Ris . At first i told her i can't make it for her party cause can't book out then camp say night training last minute cancel . Haha . Yeah ! When i reach i straight away appear in front of her she suddenly shout and hug me . Haha .

Okay lah , can't blog le . Hand pain pain ..

E- N - D

2009-11-01T09:44:00.000+08:00

Just reached home ...
Tired ..
From yesterday 5 plus til now ..
Yawn ..
Night .

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

2009-10-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

Giving up in everything ..

Maybe this is the last post i'm posting .
Maybe i'm closing this blog ..
Still thinking about it ..

Winning is not about everything , as long as we're not the last ..

Next weekend get burned again .. Suck !

Aching everywhere ..

Hurt my knee and ankle . Damn painful .. ):

Thanks for accompanying me .. ):

Don't feel like posting anymore .. Very tired ..

Good night , everyone ..

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

2009-10-26T09:41:00.000+08:00

MOOD GO DOWN DOWN !
FAIL STANDING BOARD JUMP BY 4CM ! SHIT MAN !
NOT QUALIFIED FOR CSB ... awwwww ! :(

Csm say something that make my mood go even down .

He say " you all ah waste my pc time waste my s4 time, waste my driver time,
waste my medic time and waste my time . 10 months solider already still can't get
sliver for your ippt " . And he just walk away .

And i just say to pc " i'm sorry sir , try my best already . Sorry to disappoint you . "
And i just walk away ..

This feeling sucks man ! :'(

Saturday and sunday's live firing is totally waste of time . grrr ! Weekend been burned for nothing ! Another ass thing . Hmmm .. This month is not my month .. Sucks !

Hope everything will go smoothly ..

P.S : HATE MY LIFE LIKE HELL !! :(

2009-10-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

I'M HOMEEEEEEEEEE ...
Homeee Sweettt Homeee !

But not as happy as last time somemore today until 11 plus . Now is 6.28 . Hmmm .. Because Saturday and sunday burned ! Then maybe next week then can get to go home . SUCK !!! WHY !?!?! Saturday and sunday got ATP .. No confident to get marksman .. Next tuesday and wed got CSB walk .. From tuesday evening walk until wed morning .. But after 11 nov can relax abit .. Now the training abit pack .. Have to suck it up .

Feel like talking to people but there's no one ...
Sucks man !

P.S : Yee ping , you're right .. Love hurts & life sucks !

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

2009-10-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

JUST WANT TO POST SOME PICTURE ..

Dad bought this home ! ~

Donuts ! ~

Cheese tarts ! ~

TATA !! ~

P.S : ( currently listening to " Shayne Ward - Until You " . )

2009-10-18T16:43:00.000+08:00

SO THIS IS LIFE ...
SO MANY BAD THINGS HAPPEN LATELY ..
WHY ?

IS THIS WHAT MY LIFE SUPPOSE TO BE ?

DAMN ... :'(

Yesterday went Mac to eat supper . Then yee ping they all went bukit panjang to slack then i went homeeeeeee . And something happen today morning !

Yee ping called my this morning around 6plus miss call . Because i'm still sleeping suddenly wake up around 7 plus hang the phone . Saw yee ping's miss call , actually never intend to call back because wanna go back and sleep . But don't know why i suddenly press call . Then i was like okay nvm . The first thing i heard is he's painting very fast then he say chiou han admitted to the hospital at first i don't believe him . Because he trick me before when i'm in camp and i nearly take leave . asshole . Haha .

Waited for chiou han for 4 to 5 hours to come out from the emergency . Then around 12 plus he's been warded in. Saw him first thing he saw me he point middle finger at me which i don't know why also . Then talk to him a while cause he have difficulty talking . Suddenly he cry .. Make me wanna cry also but i rennnnnnnnn !! Then called uncle Francis asked him wanna send me home anot and he agreed :)
Around 1 Uncle Francis reached NUH, then homed !

Rotting at home again ..
Boring lah ..
Going to help grandma to cook ! XD

END HERE !

P.S : You're doing CCA things again ! XP

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, Some never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need, what you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

2009-10-16T15:00:00.000+08:00

FUCK !!

MY MOOD TOTALLY GO DOWN DOWN DOWN !! DDDDx

Drank XO and reny martinwith ping, wei jie and lao gao ..

Abit headache now ..

But who cares ??

Everything just end like this ? Fucking hate this feeling, how i wish i'm in brunei now .. Everything will be much more happier then now .. So this is life ? I've no choice but suck thumb and move on ? But can i ? I hope everything is a dream ..

I remember you say this. " You can see how happy am i with all this smiley " xDDDDDDDDDDD

Now is " You can see how sad am i with all this smiley " DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDx

Forget it nobody will care anymore ..

I'm also lazy to care about myself anymore ..

Fuck ... :'(

END HERE ...

They say love is just a game

They say time can heal the pain

Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose

And I guess I'm just a fool

I keep holding on to you

I told you once you were the one

You know that I'd die for you

Although it hurts to see you go

Oh this time you should know

I won't try to stop you

Don't you forget about me baby

Don't you forget about me now

Some day you'll turn around and ask me, why did i let you go

So you try to fake a smile

You don't wanna break my heart

I can see that you're afraid

But baby it's to late

Coz I'm already dying

Ping : I hope she'll reply me ..

Me : I hope everything will be wonderful ..

2009-10-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went town with dumb dumb, sherly and yee ping. Went cine to watch Haeundae The Deadly Tsunami. Is a great show. Cried some part but nobody saw. Haha! But i saw dumb dumb cry. Haha. Went to eat after that. Then send dumb dumb home and went west mall buy mac then go home le.

Today nothing much happened. Just received a shocked news. Nobody will know how i feel now. Have this feeling before and its back again. I don't wanna lose anyone like how i lose mummy. Hais. Later going down meet yee ping at sc for drink. Too stress up..

END HERE.

2009-09-24T20:07:00.001+08:00

4 more hours and i'm flying!

Damn don't feel like going..

what am i going to do?
3weeks!
Hope it'll past fast..

Hmmmm.. Miss alot of people..
Miss my family, cousins, jiayi, elaine and many other people.
Sian....
Nvm very fast de.. :D

Going to bath now..
Takecare everyone.

END HERE.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
you are my only one

2009-09-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

4 more hours and i'm flying!

2009-09-23T13:04:00.000+08:00

TIME REALLY FLYS!

I'm flying tomorrow. So fast... 2a.m flight?!?! Haha! Have to reach airport at 12. Don't feel like going. I wanna awol! Haha! Will be there for 3weeks... Wake up damn early today, also don't know why. Takecare, everybody..

I'm now a 9 months solider! fast fast! Going to be 1year soon. Happy Happy :)

121210 i'm coming!! XD

2009-09-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

2 more days and i'm flying!! Siannnnn!!

Go there until 12 October. Hmmm... Just booked out :)
Can rest le!! :)
Nowadays keep having weird weird dreams.
Don't know why also. Haha.
CSM say just take it that as a free oversea trip.
Tough leh.. :(
AH!!
Don't know what happen to my hand think over worked.
Pain.. :'(
Nvm..

END HERE!

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don’t be too hard on my emotions

Cause I, need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend

I'll try to be strong, believe me
I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me

Cause I, need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience, yeah
Have a little patience, yeah

Cause these scars runs so deep
It’s been hard
But I have to believe

Have a little patience
Have a little patience

Cause I, I just need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
Have a little patience

My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little... Patience

2009-09-19T08:35:00.000+08:00

6 more days! and i'll be flying to brunei!

Hmmmm!! Will missing alot of people! The training there will be damn tough! Will i
survive through there? I hope so...

Later sergeant Yong Wei will be coming for home interview. Haha! Weird! XD
Last company field camp was like HELL!!!
Finally can relax after all those field camp thing.
Miss home-sweet-home!

Congratulation, Jiayi. You've done well for your GPA result. Good job!
Keep it up alright? :)

END HERE!

You know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I live my life for you

ALSOME DAY!

2009-09-13T13:35:00.000+08:00

Company field camp is a shit hell! Can't take it, even my sir also say damn tired. But i gone through it.
After field camp went back to camp, clean rifle and went to shower. After showering slack in bunk book out around 7 plus 98 like that. Right after that went home slack awhile then went chalet. Damn tired can! Wed, thursday, friday field camp. Friday, sat and sunday chalet. Imagine how many days never had a good rest already.. Drink for 2days, shiock! Open 4 bottles straight. Hehs! Friday is the craziest day! Damn damn damn tired now! And i'm sick now! Coughing like crazy now! SHIT! :(

Monday : Navigation
Tuesday : River Crossing
Wednesday : Field camp, Defence.

SHIT DAYS!!

2009-09-06T13:36:00.000+08:00

人身短短一條命.

Went chalet yesterday, the chalet was quite big. 5 bedrooms, but only 2 rooms occupied.
Haha. Had alot of fun, happy times always end so fast. Why? Bought wilber pan wei bo de
album for sis de birthday present :) Check out at 10.30 then went parkway to return something
after that went teck whye to eat 黑面. Then return home le.

My leg de second last toe crack!! Very pain!! :'(
How to go for field camp?? Suck lah!

Tired! Need to go back camp before 9. Sian! Hmmmm!

End here. BYE!

Thank you!

2009-09-05T08:31:00.000+08:00

Read your blog.

You're right, last time i never use all those words infront of you before. Sorry. I also don't
know why i'll become like this. There's one day in camp i really feel like committing suicide,
all those field camp things is really tough. All these years i never feel so so so tough before,
but i've to feel all these pain for this 2years. Its really sucks.

And you're right too, before i let go of you is say this too. If you're happy, i'm happy too.
I remember you say that you'll love me when we gone our separate ways. Really thank
you.

Takecare too alright? Love you too, jiayi. (:

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里

昨晚下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人
我不停追问

分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠

我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你

为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离

2009-09-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

HMMMMM!!!!

Went lot 1 today to buy things. Bought present for sis and buy " My Bloody Valentine " 3D. After buying went home to put things after that went to 5head to meet yee ping and jin kang. Slack slack awhile then went jurong to eat something.

Tomorrow going chalet! Sis's birthday chalet! Wooooo! Don't know how long never go chalet le lor. Finally. But 11 September still got another chalet :)

20 more days and i'm flying! Brunei here i come! But its stupid fucking shag! How? But i know, no matter what don't give up! :)

Going to sleep soon le, tired!

Good night, everyone! Night, dumb dumb! :)

I wanna know
who ever told you I was letting go
the only joy that I have ever known
girl, they're lying

just look around
and all of the people that we used to know
have just given up, they wanna let it go
but we're still trying

so you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again

some people say
that everything has got its place in time
even the day must give way to the night
but I'm not buying
cuz in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know I'm not lying

sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied
won't be denied
I'm never gonna say goodbye

the more I know of you, is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
and the more that you love me, the more that I know
oh that I'm never gonna let you go
gotta let you know
that I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
all over again
and I swear it all over again

WHY ?

2009-09-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello.

4 field camp crashed together. fucking shag.. Shit!! Going to gone through shit for 2 years.
fuck man.. 1 more field camp after that to Brunei, fast. Talk to a uncle who supply water for our block. He asked me, gone Brunei already? I say 1 more field camp to go. He say Brunei fucking shag, must
have patience and must tolerate everything. Heard news before that got one solider die because of heat injury. Fucking scared i'll be dead there. I don't want. :(

Brunei training must climb 6 mountain and river crossing which have crocodile in the water. FUCK?!?!
Hmmmm.. Deep shit lah!

Moral very down! Don't know why also. My moral just very down. Hmmmm.. Stupid!!

End here..

一定是我不夠好所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯或海角躲在別人的懷抱
你能不能過得不管好不好故意躲開不讓我知道
只要你過得很好什麼都已不重要

2009-08-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

HOME!!

Yesterday midnight 12 o'clock we went mandai de forest for road march. 10km but in the
end is 12km. It makes alot of different between 10km and 12km okay?!?! WTF!

Came back today morning around 9plus. Feel very very very shag and tired!
BRUNEI IS NEAR!

Tomorrow and friday is a very very relaxing day!! Tomorrow got SOC but i no need to do because
I PASS!! And afternoon is games. XD

Friday got games again!! XD
And farewell for CPT YAZID.. :(
He have to go to brunei.. HMMMM... :(

Need to go back before 9.30. Feel very happy because can come out! Can come back to my
HOME SWEET HOME!! XD

I WANT TO RETURN TO MY CIVILLAN LIFE!!

1 YEAR AND 4MONTHS TO GO! KEEP IT UP!

END HERE. DUMB DUMB!!

2009-08-24T08:18:00.000+08:00

Just came back from camp, daddy went to fetch me then we went to eat breakfast together. :)

Friday went field camp until yesterday. Worse field camp ever! Get fuck by RSM and OC. damn!
This field camp is a very very very tiring field camp. At first they say 8km road march in the end think
got 10 to 12km lor. Sucks lah!! But it finally ends! Tuesday got 16km road march, gonna cry already!!
RSM say he wanna charge me, charge lor i also don't fucking care! :P
Sir Yazid please don't go. I don't really like this OC. You're the best OC i ever met. Come back..

3weekends being taken away. FUCK!!

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

2009-08-17T09:49:00.000+08:00

Saw your blog just now. Feel sad and happy at the sane time. Don't know why. Went to watch Where Got Ghost yesterday with kenett, jin kang, damain and chao han. Quite funny and a little scary.

I miss watching movie with you..
Will i have any chance to watch movie with you again?

Need to go back to camp before 11. So early lor!! SIAO! LAZY!! :(
Boring Boring Boring!!

BYE!

2009-08-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

sucks sucks sucks!!
everything is just so sucks!!

Life means nothing to me now, will i give up my dream?
Going to Brunei soon..

Just finish running 10km at raffles place. AHM ( Army Half Marathon )
No mood to run walk all the way till the finish line.
Tomorrow booking in again, i think when in camp the lesser the people
the better it is.

Does education means alot to a relationship? Why must i lie to people? Maybe to you it is. But i've no comment.

Saw your blog, yeah it hurts alot.. You don't know how i feel but when you're
in my shoes you'll know. I know you loved him alot, go for it. I'll be happy
for you. Don't turn back.. Go for your happiness. =/

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

PLEASE DON'T TELL ME EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL NOW..

2009-05-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

Less meeting, less calling and messages. What happend?

My dreams for my future is we get married, live together. Make breakfast for you in the morning and many many others things. I really hope my dreams will come true. =D

Feel like watching movies!!! Feel like watching UP, Monster vs Alien, Night At The Museum, Drag Me To Hell, The Uninvited, Land Of The Lost, I Love You Man, Ghost Of Girlfriend's past.

I'm in the NDP Performance. Haha!! =D

2009-02-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! I'm back home! HOME SWEET HOME! =D

1 more week!! 1 more week to POP! (Pass Out Parade)
Feel so good! But BMTC ( Basic Military Training Centre) is better that's what other people says. They say when you been post out will be very xin ku. But its depends where you posted to. There have been raining for a week. Everyday will keep hearing the CAT 1 siren. Haha!

BABY is back from HONG KONG! =D Miss you alot can can can!! Hees. We've been together for 2years & 2months le! We must remain like this okay? =D Love you alot! Muack!! Thank you for being with me when i needed you the most! You're the best best best of all!!

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACK!

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

XOXO, DEAR!~

2009-02-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

Sweetheart! You've got to Hong Kong. Life will be more boring can!! Haha! Tomorrow will be our 2years and 2months anniversary! Time passes so quickly! So happy lah! Hees! I miss you, sweetheart! I'll be waiting for you to come back! :) Takecare!! Enjoy your holiday, dear!!

2weeks left! 2 more book out! And i going to POP! (Passing Out Parade) 1 more years and 10 months to ORD! But still long lah. Haha! Army life is tough but sometimes fun. Is a good experience for me. Learn alot of things. But when after i POP will be more tough. That's what my sir says. He say BMTC is like holiday. Haha! Althought its tough but i still must go through.

Wanna thanks my family and baby to be here for me when i'm through a tough life. Baby thank you for cheering me up when i'm down and make me happier when i'm happy. Thank you, sweetheart! :)

Sweetheart you'll be back on thursday. Really miss you alot lah! Takecare, baby! LOVE YOU!

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACKS!

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

XOXO, DEAR! <3

2008-12-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back!! So happy to be back home!! Feel so so so relax!! In army got stress, everyday got different mood. Sometimes sad, angry, stressed. But don't know why don't have happy. Sometimes can't even get some sleep then the next day feel so sleepy. Maybe still haven get used to it yet bah. Will try to get used to it de.

BORING!! Tomorrow booking in again. Somemore so early!! SIAN!!! Feel like staying at home all the way but i can't. I must buck up! JIAYOU!!!

BABY!! Thank you for making me so much feel better when i feel so stressed. And sorry for troubling you. For you, i'll try my very very best to get used to it de. Miss you alot when doing alot of things. Everyday before i sleep i'll look at all the smses you send me. Feel so happy and relax when i see all those sms you send me. Thank you thank you thank you!!

I LOVE YOU!
I MISS YOU!
MUACK!

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

2008-12-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

TAKECARE EVERYONE!! WILL BE GOING TO THE ARMY TOMORROW! 2 YEARS! BUT WEEKENDS CAN COME OUT. JUST TREAT IT AS A HOLIDAY OR CAMPING OR TRAINGING CAMP. HAHA! TAKECARE GUYS! TAKECARE BABY! LOVE ALL OF YOU! AND THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING! ESPICALLY HENG JIAYI! =D THANK YOU!

2008-11-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

我怕我没有机会
跟你说一声再见
因为也许就再也见不到你
明夜我要离开
熟悉的地方的你
要分离我眼泪就掉下去

我会牢牢记住你的脸
我会珍惜你给的思念
这些日子在我心中
永远都不会抹去
我不能答应你
我是否会再回来
不回头不回头的走下去

2008-11-16T13:57:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the worlds so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that its all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I dont believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the world is so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I dont wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna meet your friends
And I dont wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now...

I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

MY LIFE SUCKS NOW!!! SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!!

2008-11-06T18:55:00.001+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
为什么这时候忍心离我而去

2008-10-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

Meet babe yesterday, went to her school. Meet her outside the lift, then we walk until the place where i celebrate her birthday then she show me the MINI VOICE CHANGER so cute lah. Haha! Then babe hungry walk to the Atrium. We bought Grilled Chicken Rice =) Keep disturbing her she order what then i order what. Hees! Then cab to her house, when to the bbq place there and sit. Then babe went home and bath so i wait for her, after bathing cab to her working place at newton. Went to her shop downstairs but the aunt haven come and open the shop, so we went 7-11 and buy drinks. After that went back to the shop there and see see, walk around walk till one of the escalator behind plan to sit down then babe saw the aunty come down from the escalator. Babe went to work then i went to the toilet went i come out babe saw me then she come out of the shop walk outside the fencing shop then i go there find her. She going to the toilet, hug her and kiss her. Then told her that i'll wait for her outside then she call me go home first. Then walk to the mrt station. Got 2 way home, take till raffles place then change to green line. Or take all the way till bukit batok, decide until very long in the end i take until raffles place then change to green line faster.

END HERE

SAT!

2008-10-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

Just now when West Mall with daddy, daddy go take his letter and i go take the yellow pages. Daddy went to Harvey Norman then i go put the things in the car, after putting the things i go Harvey Norman to find daddy. Then daddy ask me what i wanna eat then i say anything lor. Went Kou Fu, ordered LOR MEE daddy never eat because he finish eating le. Help him ordered Ice-Kachang then i drink Bandung. After eating we walk around, then daddy say so long never come West Mall change alot some many new shop. Haha. Now daddy is sleeping and i'm using computer. Edited some photo.

You're feeling a bit unwell. Takecare alright? Don't make me worry alright?. I MISS YOU! =( Suddenly keep thinking of you, then go edit your photo. Takecare, babe. i love you..

I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU!

#01. Love!

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

2008-10-18T00:21:00.001+08:00

Just finish watching naruto. Stupid! Asuma is dead. Cry like hell lah. Shikamaru, Ino and Choji is his students. So sad that Asuma is dead.. =(

=(

2008-10-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Went sentosa today to celebrate Amanda's birthday. Play beach volley ball, touch rugby. After all those playing went to wash up after that went Harbour Front Centre and eat, then went vivo to and walk walk. Took some picture, will post later.

Yesterday i spoil everything again. =( What am i doing? She's just joking but i just cannot take it. My heart got one weird weird feeling.. Sorry for spoiling your day.. Takecare..

MEMORIES!

CHEERS, which we always go.

Forgot what's the name of this shop. She always go this shop and buy things.

Didn't get to take the opposite shop, she also always go there and buy things.

Daiso, which we always go.

Pet shop.

Arcade, the basketball and throwing ball game.

SKY PARK

PHOTO TAKING!

#1

#2

#3

#4

#5

2008-10-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

Listen to one song. By Ray J.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end,
It would just begin.
If I had one wish, you would be my boo,
Promise to love you,
Trust me I'll trust you.

This is part of the song. Now i understand why you would choose to be best friend with me, cause our love will never end. Thank you.

How are you? Is everything fine? I'll try to get over you, but i won't forget about you. I'll remember you make de promises, sleep before 1. And i only can call you baby 3times in a day. Good luck in everything alright? Study hard, cannot disappoint me. And must have confident in everything! Thank you for giving such a wonderful memories!

Our life totally change, is like there's something very important in my heart, gone. It is very torturing when the person you love gone. Is really sad that we're not together anymore. Thought we'll be together forever. =(

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love

I loved you with my heart, really and truly

When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

2008-10-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

New Hairstyle!

Don't know what to put then decided to put JYI

My ke lian de leg!

YUCK! Disgusting!! And painful!

Nothing to do after bathing so written this on the mirror.

Haha!

The last time i saw you is when i go your working place.

The tastiest drink i ever ever had! The drink made by her.

2008-10-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years

I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It's better when You're here

All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Don't go away

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now it's changing everything
It's crazy how I feel this way
I can't explain why I feel this way
It's hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don't go away

WHY?

2008-10-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

WHY? Why nowadays i keep thinking about things?? Its like my head is going to explode anytime.

FAMILY

Just now i watched the 9 o'clock show, its so sad that the piglet's dad passed away. I cried when i see that part. Dad i want to thank you for everything! For everything you for what you have given us, for everything you have done for us. Thank you for giving us the things that we like. Really very very thank you. You're the greatest dad in the whole world! And i'm very happy that I've you! No matter what you say, i'll listen. Thank you for taking care of us, although that mummy has passed away, you still wanted us to have a happy life. Thanks daddy!

Sometimes i cannot see sis for 1week? 2week? I miss her, i miss our breakfast. Our dinner. When we've sis at home, Saturday and Sunday dad,sis and me will go for breakfast and dinner too. But when sis when to donna's house dad seldom come home. Sometimes i cant even see dad for a few days too. Sometime is he never come home or he come home around midnight. I've already sleep, the next morning he when to work already. SIAN!

GIRLFRIEND

What happen to us nowadays? We are like nothing to talk about anymore. We cant find anything to talk about, sometime is i make you irritated. We don't have this problem last time, we wont keep quite and say nothing. What happen to us? =( Nowadays after we hang up the phone i'll cry and ask myself, what happen to us. I keep asking myself using the note in my phone, then i'll cry till i fall asleep. I don't want this.. I don't want.. I MISS YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I miss going out with you, i miss eating with you, i miss going to the arcade with you, i miss taking the bus and mrt with you, i miss your hug and kiss, i miss everything! =( And i want to tell you this, you're the greatest girlfriend i ever ever have. Thank you, sweetheart.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
I'm gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

Moving on, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever,
I just gotta let you know,
That I won't let you go.

went camping

2008-10-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Baby went camping! She'll be back on Thursday, gonna miss her alot! Think baby now having some activity. Will wait for her and we'll sleep together =D Just finish watching " Music & Lyrics " its a very nice show. =D Luckily baby told me is music & lyrics, because i told daddy is way back into love. Haha. Thanks sweetheart! Daddy bought one DVD with alot of show in it, there's " Music & lyrics " , " What women want " , " Maid in Manhattan " , " 50 first date " , " You've got mail " , " Chocolate " , " Spanglish " and " Kate & Leopold ". Alot of never see before de show. Haha!

Asuma is dead!! Awwww!! Stupid hidan is he a human or what? Asuma cut his head out and he is still alive? Akatsuki team is very powerful, but konoha's teams is powerful too. Waiting for the next episode from youtube. Goodbye, Asuma.

END HERE

Baby! You're having a camping now, have fun okay? Enjoy yourself! Takecare also okay? Sleep well, dear! I'll be waiting for you! =D Miss you alot lah!! 3 more days, like the time i go Thai. Haha! I love you, sweetheart! Takecare!! Night Night!!

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
KISS KISS!

BABY,FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS,FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI,FOREVER&ALWAYS!

2008-10-06T01:09:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Suddenly think of alot of things in my mind now. Think of mummy, mother's side de

grandmother, mummy's brother ( DA JIU). Don't know why they suddenly appear in my mind.

It makes me cried when i think of people that's important to me the people i love, gone.

Everytime i think of them i'll be alone, i cry alone. Now i scared daddy leave me, i scared ahma

leave me. If daddy or ahma leave me, i really don't know what to do. I think i'll just break down..

Last few days forgotten when, i when to ting ke's house and my uncle say he is making our video

when we're small. He told me he still have one video that have mummy. I'm happy and sad at

the same time. I used to have one happy and complete family.. But suddenly mummy sick, her

sick is getting worse.. I still remember my maid told don't know who that in the morning when

she wake up she called mummy, but mummy didn't wake up she didn't answer my maid. Then

my maid and sis came to my school when i'm primary 3, they say mummy passed away. At that

time i'm still a small boy, i don't know anything. The journey way home i keep seeing my sis keep

crying. When i reached home i saw mummy's sister ( DA YI ) And i saw mummy lying on the

bed i hug her and she's cold. The sad thing is, she can't see me and sis grow up..

ALL I WISH NOW IS THAT MUMMY CAN HUG ME AND TELL ME THAT SHE LOVE ME..

BUT I KNOW THIS WISH WILL NEVER COME TRUE..

Please, anyone. Tell me what to do..

Grief and Sorrow - Toshiro Masuda

2008-09-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

Will blog about Thai things when i get picture from daddy. Will blog short for this post because don't know what to blog. Haha! Nowadays keep listening to Jason Mraz's song call "I'm Yours". Very nice lor!! =DD Can go and see the video here.

END HERE!!

Girl, i miss you lah! Yesterday we so late sleep. Haha! We both also hungry. =D Girl, I SUE YOU AH!! Haha! Bleh! BOO! BAH! BEE! Random! Haha! Wait for your call. Okay lah, blog till here le.

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACK!

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS,FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI,FOREVER&ALWAYS!

2008-09-25T14:29:00.000+08:00

WILL BE GOING SOON. WAITING FOR UNCLE, BAG PACKED. BRING ALONG GIRL'S CARDIGAN =DD FEELING A BIT HUNGRY NOW.. DADDY SAY LATER GO AIRPORT EAT LOR. ANYTHING LOR. HAHA! JIE JIE SO HAPPY, SHE'S DRIVING DADDY'S BIG BIG BIG CAR! =D HOPE WILL SEE HER ON SUNDAY AT THE AIRPORT! =D TAKECARE GIRL! TAKECARE IRRAITING FAMILY! AND TAKECARE FRIENDS!

BYE!

LOVE YOU, SWEETHEART! MISS YOU! WILL MISS YOU THERE!! SLEEP WELL! AND YESTERDAY I WIN! THANK YOU FOR YOUR HINT!! =DD GOING LE! TAKECARE!

CALL ME BUGS BUNNY!! =B

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS! <3

SWEETHEART, FOREVER&ALWAYS! <3

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI! <3

2008-09-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Flying to THAI tomorrow, miss alot of people!

MISS TH.HENGS!!! AUNTIES,UNCLES &LO9K!!! STUDY AREA PEOPLE!

Yesterday talk to sweetheart! Talk until 4 plus 5. Girl yesterday say later how when you're back.. In my mind i thought she say later when you're back you saw me at the airport. I'm sooo happy, you know!?!? But in the end is, later when you're back i have new boyfriend.. SIAN DIAO!! HAHA! NAH BEH!! HEES! But i know she's joking only. Cause SHE'S THE BEST!!!

Meet baby at 4 today, meet her at her house after that went to VIVO and shopping! Took bus to VIVO, walk towards a push cart and see see. Baby bought 2 bangle and 1 earring. Then went to FOREVER21, TOP SHOP, RIVER ISLAND, SIX. Baby bought alot alot of things today. Hees. Went to one push cart baby saw two dress but don't know which one to buy so she bought one first. After that decided to buy LONG JOHN then go sky park and eat. Baby keep thinking about the other dress, then she say let's go redraw money and buy the other dress. Haha! Baby so excited. Makes me excited too! =DD Went to habour front and redraw money while walking we walk pass one chocolate shop, then baby saw got smarties anot. Saw smarties then she say no time no time. Haha! Walk pass one restaurant a very very nice smell flew out. OMG! SO NICE LAH!! Haha! Then walk pass one shop which sells bag and other things then baby saw one sliver bag then she ask me nice anot i say nice then she pull me no time no time. Haha! After redrawing money then rush back to the push cart. Cause we scared later the push cart close. Hees. Baby bought the other dress. Haha! After buying we went to sky park to have our dinner! Chit chat while eating. After eating baby talks about her working life what she does there. Its a cool job. =DD Before she say i lie on her and she say my leg numb le then i faster come up. Haha! After spending some time at the sky park we went to DAISO! MAMA is going to fetch baby from VIVO then we walk down, baby walk to habour front centre to find mama and i walk to take bus. Take 61 home, first i walk up the stairs feel so cooling then walk to the back. OMG! At the back is sooooo hot! Can feel the different right away. Then no choice cause at the front all occupied already. Then sit at the back. Many people keep saying hot hot hot, some of them walk to the center and stand. Haha! But i'm lazy so i sit there. Reach home around 10 plus. Bath, pack my bag and use com! =DD

BABY! IMISSYOU LAH! YOU'RE RIGHT LAH, WE ALSO NOT THE FIRST TIME LEAVING EACH OTHER. YOU ALSO GOT GO HONG KONG LAST TIME, THEN I ALSO GOT GO KL LAST TIME. BUT DON'T KNOW WHY LEH. I STILL MISS YOU! MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!! MUST TAKECARE OKAY? REMEMBER YOU PROMISE ME TO TAKECARE LE SO MUST TAKECARE OKAY? I'LL COME BACK ON SUNDAY. WILL MESSAGE YOU RIGHT AWAY WHEN I REACH THE AIRPORT OKAY? ILOVEYOU, GIRL! TODAY SEE YOU SO HAPPY MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY TOO!! HEES! HALF HALF OKAY? REMEMBER??? HAHA! EVERYTHING ALSO HALF HALF. =DD BLOG TILL HERE LE. REMEMBER TO BLOG WHEN I'M AT THAI OKAY? MISS ME!!

ILOVEYOU!! <3
IMISSYOU!! <3
MUACKS!! <3

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

2008-09-22T14:02:00.000+08:00

I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you
Tonight

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

I'M TO BLAME!

2008-09-21T12:28:00.000+08:00

SORRY! I'M A SELFISH GUY! YOU'RE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND I EVER HAVE & I'M THE WORSE BOYFRIEND YOU EVER HAVE! SORRY...

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Sorry

NEW RULE!

2008-09-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

NEW RULE APPLIED!

1 WEEK, 4 PHONE CALL. LEFT 1 PHONE CALL FOR THIS WEEK. HAHA. DIE DIE! MUST WAIT TILL TOMORROW OR SAT. WHEN THE RULE STARTS, A FEW DAYS NEVER TALK TO BABY IS LIKE DYING! NEXT TIME MUST PLAN FOR PHONE CALLS, AND MUST THINK BEFORE CALLING BABY. CANNOT WASTE IT. HEES. GONNA MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!

TODAY STAY AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY, EDITED SOME PICTURE WILL POST LATER. WATCH TV FOR THE AFTERNOON AND NIGHT. EAT ALOT TODAY GRANDMA KEEP ASKING ME HUNGRY ANOT. HAHA!

PICTURE THAT I EDIT.

I LOVE THE WAY YOU SMILE!

MEMORIES I WONT FORGET!

OUR DATE OF BIRTH! HAHA!

YOU'LL ALWAYS IN MY MIND!

THE POWER OF LOVE!

I WON'T FORGET THIS KISS OF YOURS!

WILL EDIT MORE SOON! =D

END HERE !

BABY!! I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY! LIKE THE PHOTO I EDITED? HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT, WILL EDIT MORE SOON! I LOVE YOU LAH! MISS YOUR VOICE LAH! TAO YAN! LEFT 1 DAY! MUST SET ONE TIMETABLE LE. HAHA! JUST NOW HEAD SO PAIN, ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY? BABY SAYANG ME. =D AND I'M FINE! HEES.

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVE HENG JIAYI!

BORING!!

2008-09-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

Stay at home the whole day today.. So boring lah! Ah ma early in the morning went out. Think go out with friends. Food for lunch is bread, just bread. Awwww! Nothing to do, use computer but nothing to surf in the Internet. No show to watch on TV, not much ingredient to make cupcakes cause only can make one time. Don't wanna waste. No DVD to watch all the same, don't feel like going Study Corner very boring. Aunt went home she got something on, her mother-in-law don't know what happen. Heard her conversation over with my uncle say that her mother-in-law cannot breath properly. Hope nothing happen. At home alone, more boring! Nobody to talk to.. Only can talk to myself, WU LIAO! Want to watch movie but don't wanna watch alone, don't wanna watch with anyone only baby. But she's working. SO BORING! BLASTING music now, maroon 5 - makes me wonder. No music to listen also, all the same! Keep walking around, jumping around, crawling around, rolling around, fighting with my pillow. Just now left my TV on then keep walking around, heard EEEEEEEE! BOMB!! Run to the balcony and look downstairs. See nothing then realize is the TV. So stupid lah! EYEER! Nothing more to blog le.

BYE!

BABY! IMISSYOU LAH! SO LONG NEVER SEE YOU LE. REALLY MISS YOU ALOT! YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! YOU YESTERDAY SAY YOU CUT YOUR HAND WHILE WORKING, SOMEMORE STILL PAIN. HEART PAIN LAH. NO MEDICINE TO APPLY SOMEMORE. =( TAKECARE OF YOURSELF OKAY? ILOVEYOU! IMISSYOU! MUACKS!

BABY,FOREVER&ALWAYS <3
TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS <3

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVES HENG JIAYI, FOREVER&ALWAYS <3

TONG KU!!

2008-09-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was successful! Around 12 plus went to tampines to fetch ting ke then went to buy some stuff. After buying went to donna's house, when we reach had a very warm welcome from ah beeeeee! A cute little dog! Still got pai kia&xiao hei! Another 2 naught dog keep licking my leg.. But they are very cute! =D How i wish i have a dog at home. Play with ah bee he is a obedient little dog. Then we short of something donna's mum call us to buy some stuff. Went nearby NTUC to get some stuff, then go back le. Around 3 plus 4 donna's friend came, then slack slack a while go downstairs wait for daddy. Donna go get the cake first then she come back, when she's back she run upstairs and just place her car in the middle of the car park. Damn funny lah. Wait for her a while then we headed to EAST COAST. Went we reach there, i push the foods there and i saw KUNG FU PANDA! He very early reach there le. So he come and help me push the foods. Settle down place all the foods properly. 5 plus we start the fire, one by one came. Daddy help himself with some satay he bbq some satay first. Never eat much during the bbq. Also dont know why. Around 7 plus 8 jie jie came she's blind folded. When she reach the BBQ pit there everybody surprise her, she cried. Many hug her, daddy hug her and she cry out. Haha. Time to cut the cake! Sang birthday song for jie jie and she say thank you thank you. Ah boy give everybody the cakes. Cassandra and her boyfriend came. Everybody keep pushing them foods, donna saw the cake melt and decide to make jie jie. Haha. She run and make the cake at her face then jie jie chase her and they started to fight.. They keep rolling around then my uncle take video with his video cam and keep say " BU YAO DA JIA ", " WO FANG QU YOUTUBE. " Haha! Funny lah him. At 9 plus 10 donna's uncle came, he's a very interesting guy. While we are taking photo we saw ARMY BOYS walk pass us. Alot alot of them then donna go take photo of them and donna's uncle go disturb them, his uncle shout at us still got foods anot? And we say dont have then his uncle say aiyo, sorry ah no more food already. Haha. Then when we're going home already i give LO9K a hug, but short of FERNANDA & THERESA! Then donna's uncle say you hug me lah very long nobody hug me already. Then i go hug him. Hees. CHOU XIAO GU! Yesterday say wrong thing make me abit sad. Ask me where is mummy! ZHU TOU!!

MUMMY!! TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY! ALTHOUGH YOU'RE GONE YOU'RE STILL A GOOD MUMMY! =D
HOPE YOU'LL SEE THIS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!

BABY, YOU LEAVE ME TOO. IS MY FAULT I NEVER CHERISH YOU. I'M SORRY! ='( I'LL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE. YOU'RE STILL MY BELOVED BABY! TAKCECARE!

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACKS!

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVE HENG JIAYI, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh.

I thought we'll get to see forever
But forever's gone away

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I'M SORRY! I SUCK!

2008-09-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

Baby, sorry. Yesterday I'm too harsh.I also don't know why i'll say that maybe i'm too rush, dui bu qi. I didn't mean it, i know what I've done is done. I can't take back what I've said. I also regretted what I've said, its all my fault. I started it all, the day before i make you angry. Yesterday i make you angry again. In my heart you're the best, you're impossible to find. That's what i think of you. I've hurt you, i didn't mean it. Yesterday i tell you my head very pain, its true i never want to make you feel sorry. Really..

SORRY..

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACKS!

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!
TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVE HENG JIAYI!

DAY 2 & 3

2008-08-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday stay at home the whole day. Use com the whole day till at night then watch tv. Recieve baby's sms, so happy lah! She's coming back today! After reply her a good night sms then go sleep le.

Today wake up at 9 plus 10. Lie on the bed till 12 plus. Haha! Don't know what time baby will reach Singapore. I miss her alot alot alot!!

Baby! Takecare ah! ILOVEYOU!! IMISSYOU!! KISS KISS!!

Baby, F&A!!
TH.HENGS,F&A!!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVE HENG JIAYI!

DAY 1!

2008-08-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

Today baby going malaysia! Go for 2days! Gonna die already lah, 2days leh! OMG! Haha! 5 hours of bus travelling, so long. Have fun there alright? Baby happy le, can buy alot of things there. Somemore there de things quite cheap lor. Haha! Can crazy shopping. =D

Takecare hor. Careful ah. I'll be waiting for you! I'm going crazy! Haha! ILOVEYOU! IMISSYOU! MUACKS!

SWEETHEART, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

TH.HENGS, FOREVER&ALWAYS!

SBESTER HENG XIANG YU LOVE HENG JIAYI! :)

I'M SORRY!

2008-08-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

Today went to eat with daddy and jie jie. Ah ma at home eat cause she playing mahjong a while later. Went 1head there to eat rice. After eating went home. A while later jie jie and aunt sandy went causeway point. Me and daddy went jurong then after that went to CENTRAL POINT, got walk walk then a while later went LIANG COURT. Walk walk there again. After that went IMM walk walk again. Daddy bring me to eat SWENSEN. Thank you daddy!! =DD Its a tiring day today on the way home sleep in the car. Reach home around 9plus. Help jie jie put nail paint and bling bling. Keep redoing the nail paint cause i dont have skill. Haha!

Baby, i'm sorry that yesterday i make you angry. Its my fault. I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me. Jie Jie, aunt sandy, ah ma and many people. I'll make them angry. I'll feel bad when i make them angry. But especially you. Everytime i make you angry i'll feel very bad. I'll hate myself when i make you angry or sad. Today i sms you and you never reply me for the whole day le. I'm so worry and sad. I know you dont like me to say sorry but i still must say because its my fault. I'm sorry, baby! I'm sorry Jie jie, aunt sandy, ah ma... =(

I'M SORRY EVERYBODY! ESPECIALLY YOU! ='(

FUN FUN FUN!!

2008-08-01T14:13:00.001+08:00

Yesterday stay at home do nothing. Baby called me!! =D She say she's bored so we talk on the phone. Talk till around 3 plus like that then baby say she's a bit tired so we sleep together wake her up at 5. I ask her dont go back and sleep, after hanging the phone she went back and sleep. Haha! Baby called me again. Haha! She ask me wanna send her to school i say okay! Went to bath and rush to baby's house. Baby sorry i'm late then hai you late for training. Sorry. Cabbed to NP. Reach there at 7 plus then i went to the canteen then baby go for training. Use computer, watch naruto, watch " YOU GOT SERVED! ", listen to music and play psp. You got served is a very nice show. =DD At 9plus baby sms me, say she's going to finish le. Haha. Went to MAC with her friends to eat. Bought Filet-O-Fish for baby and me. Baby feed me fries and evan saw and he say " Eh, jiayi i saw that ah ". Then the rest keep feeding each other. Haha! Talk to baby then suddenly saw evan took a fries want to throw baby then i look at him then he put down. Haha! Eat finish then cabbed to baby's house. =D So fun yesterday!

Baby baby! LOVE YOU ALOT LAH! =D Everytime eat MAC is with you de. So funny lah. Haha!
Yesterday eat until very full. Hees. So sad today cant meet you. Going to pray later. =(( Baby i'll call mummy to protect you de. =D No matter what cannot let anything happen to you. Must let your studies go smooth. =D I'll support you no matter what too! Takecare okay? ILOVEYOU! IMISSYOU! MUACK!

BABY, FOREVER&ALWAYS!
BENG LOVE BABY!
DORAEMON LOVE SUPERMAN!
BOY BOY LOVE GIRL GIRL!
<33!

2008-07-26T12:27:00.000+08:00

BABY BABY BABY!! IMISSYOU LAH! YESTERDAY DID'NT GET TO TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE CAUSE YOU GOING AIRPORT, BUT ITS OKAY LAH. =DD YESTERDAY WENT BABY'S SCHOOL TO FETCH HER HOME. TAKE BUS 75. GOT ON BUS, BABY PLAY HER PSP AND I LOOK AROUND. BABY CALL ME DONT SEE HER PLAY LATER I DIZZY AGAIN. THANK YOU BABY! =DD A WHILE LATER I TAKE OUT HER LAPTOP AND SHE WATCH SHOW. I LOOK AROUND AND I SAW ONE GUY GOT UP THE BUS. AND HE IS OMG!! HE'S VERY FIT LAHH! ALL HIS MUSCLE IS SO SO SO BIGGG! THE CHEST MUSCLE, HIS ARM, HIS BACK. COOL LAH! WE GOT DOWN AT OUTRAM MRT STATION AND THE GUY ALSO AND BABY WANNA TOUCH HIS MUSCLE. HAHA! SAT DOWN AT THE BUSTOP AND BABY CALLED DADDY ASKED IF HE WANT TO FETCH HER HOME AND DADDY SAY OKAY. SAT THERE A WHILE AND BABY CALL ME TO GO IF NOT LATER DADDY SEE ME SO I GO TAKE MRT AND DADDY COME ALREADY. HAHA! REACH BUKIT BATOK WENT TO THE INTERCHANGE AND WAIT FOR BUS KEEP THINKINK OF BABY AND SUDDENLY THINK OF 7-11's MASH POTATO SO WENT 7-11 AND BUY THEN GO BACK INTERCHANGE AND WAIT FOR BUS AGAIN, GOT UP THE BUS AND SAT AT THE BACK. GOT DOWN THE BUS AT 419 THERE WALK OPPOSITE DE NIGHT MARKET THERE AND BUY SOME FOODS, BOUGHT ONE JAPANESE FOOD AND ONE RAMILY BURGER. WENT HOME AFTER THAT, AH MA AND TING KE WENT TO SEE DOCTOR JUST GOT BACK. MISS BABY ALOT ALOT ALOT. WATCH 9.00 SHOW, THINK CALL BEACH-BALL-BABES CHANNEL 8 DE. IS ABOUT VOLLEYBALL DE. HAHA! WATCH TILL 10.00 THEN WATCH THE CHANNEL U DE. BABY I KNOW WHAT SHOW LE! =DD THEN SUDDENLY HEARD THE ACTOR SAY COCO IN CHINESE IS KEKE. ITS MY COUSINS NAME, THEN I KEEP SAYING KEKE, KEKE! HAHA! SHE SAY I SIAO. AFTER WATCHING WENT TO THE ROOM AND STONE THERE, LISTEN TO 98.7fm AND SMS BABY. REALLY MISS HER ALOT. BABY CALL TO GO AND SLEEP AT 1PLUS LIKE THAT. THEN OKAY LOR I GO SLEEP=DD

YESTERDAY HAVE NIGHTMARE, A VERY VERY SCARY NIGHTMARE. I WANTED TO WAKE UP BUT IS LIKE I CANT WAKE UP. AND THE DREAM IS LIKE REAL TO ME. IN MY MIND I KEEP THINKING WAKE UP CALL BABY WAKE UP CALL BABY, BUT I CANT WAKE UP. =(( WAKE UP AT 9PLUS TODAY. PERSPIRE ALOT BECAUSE OF THE DREAM.

I TELL YOU WHAT I DREAM ABOUT. I DREAM THAT ONE OF MY FRIEND DEAD IN A VERY UNLUCKLY ACCIDENT. AND HE WRITE A LETTER FROM HELL TO ME, I STILL REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE WORD. HERE'S THE LETTER.

DEAR SBESTER,

I died today.
It's alot different than i expected.
You see,
I always thought that dying would bring me to a world that is foggy and hazy.
But this place is crystal clear.

And i saw black shadows keep walking towards me and keep pointing at me.

I've been thinking about YOU.

I have heard of this hell.
They call it the Lake Of Fire.

I am terrified!

Can you smell the burning of bodys?

END OF THE LETTER.

P.S : WISH YOU WERE HERE.

And he suddenly appear behind me and pull my leg. And i drop into a red and hot lava. I can feel the heat and i'm perspiring. I'm scared! This is the first time i have this kind of dreams.

Baby! I need you! I'm scared! I dont know what to do. This is the first time i have this kind of dream.. And somemore like real de, baby.. =(

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACK!

BABY,FOREVER&ALWAYS!

BENG LOVE BABY!! <3!

23 . 12 . 06 !

2008-06-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

Went to NP to wait for baby finish school, stand beside one wall and wait for her. Saw her class door open so happy cause can see her. Saw her friend walk pass and she got scared cause she never saw me. So funny! Haha. Then her friends keep calling her, and she say shut up lah. Haha! SO CHU SU!! =DD We went to BEDOK, accompany baby to take things from someone. But i dont know what is the thing cause she dont wanna let me know. GRR! Haha! When she finish taking she call me call me to alight the train which going to boon lay at first i cannot understand what she talking i walk to the train which going to changi then she say boon lay right? I say ya then i turn back and run to the train which going to boon lay. Haha! Met up in the middle and sit down, baby let me listen to some music and she lie on my shoulder. SO SHU FU! Haha! We went to vivo and eat. We eat CKT!! But aunt not there, sadded! Ordered 2 CKT, one chill with no corkles and one no chill with corkles. Ordered WHATEVER!! At first cant tell what's that flavour then baby say issit GRAPES then we taste for a while ya is GRAPES. Baby so clever! Hees! After eating we go walk walk baby ask me where i wanna go i say pet shop then she say dont want then i pull her go. We went to one shop which sell those cards and some deco things. After that we went to pet shop baby's BEAR BEAR still there and my HUSKY is still there. After pet shop we went to somewhere. Cannot say! Haha! After that we went home, we walk pass daiso she say go in then i say what you wanna buy? At first i thought she wanna buy Green Tea then she say go in lah i say orh when i turn back she run away she run down the escalator i chase her she run to the 2nd floor then at the 2nd floor escalator there's people blocking her way i caught her and she say " angry " i say why she say cause got people blocking my way. Haha! Laugh like mad lah. Then while walking she keep laughing and laughing then i say sit down, she sit down also keep laughing then she say i wanna go GIANT then i look at her she say what also no escalator cannot run. Then i say here so many shop once i lose your sight i sure cannot find you one. She say wont lah. Haha. While walking i hold baby's hand very very tight. Haha! We walk into GIANT and baby wanna find container i say find container for? She say bake cake for you can put inside what then i say okok! Haha! Keeping finding but dont have suit one i saw one very big container its not for food think its for shirt or what. Haha! Then we go le, at the EXIT there got display some container baby go knock one and she find out its glass. I keep laughing and laughing. Haha! Then we go one shop which sell chocolate then i say you wait here i go see some thing if you go away i angry ah. Then i go see something then she run away have to chase her again. Funny lah. Haha! Then we walk to the train side there go to B1 we go down then baby put her hand around my neck then she suddenly run up the escalator again i waited down there a while then baby called me i go up then i saw her run pass me i caught her again. Haha! LOUSY!! Hees! Then i hold her very tight again she keep laughing and laughing. Haha! When reaching the ENTRANCE she say my wallet i push her to the wall then take out her wallet. Haha! Then she tap and give me then i say you run lor cause her wallet with me, she walk down the escalator then i behind her suddenly she run up the escalator again. Actually i wanna run up the stairs but comfirm lose one. Then i walk to the escalator when up look around she cant go out what then saw another escalator think she downstairs then walk down the escalator keep finding her, keep walking and walking saw her then she faster run behind the wall i walk there she's not there then walk back again saw her. Then act angry but cant lah, dont bare to angry with her. Then walk to her side then she run again then i say run again, she stop. Hees! Take train to OUTRAM then reach the control station i keep following her then she say i like criminal like that. Then i say okay lah then she say you tap first lor then i tap. Haha! But in the end she never run away. =DD Hug at the escalator then nearly fell cause baby lean back then i lean infront her then nearly fell. We take 3 escalator also nearly fell, haha! At the subway i hug behind her while walking. Haha! Then baby keep laughing. Hees. Walk towards the bustop, must cross one zebra-crossing saw one bus coming then baby run i cannot cause if i run the bus will stop then it will be stop at the middle of the road so i wait for the bus to drive pass then i run to baby. Hees! Saw one night safari poster then i say let's go together okay? Then she run away again. Haha! Then i say i very thirsty then bustop there got machine so put fifty cents and press lemonbarley baby walk away again. Inside then lemonbarley got three fly. YUCK!! Throw away the lemonbarley and tell baby got fly inside the drink then she say YUCK! Haha! Then cross the road when the greenman is flashing then i pull baby cause have to cross another trafficlight then pull baby to another trafficlight and she keep laughing then she say dont pull me i'll fall then i say okok. Hees! Send baby till her house till her house downstairs. Kiss and hug then go le. Haha! Saw baby's kor kor at the station. ^^ Reach bukit batok went to MACDONALD to buy drink and went home. =DD

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!!

BABY! HAPPY 1YEAR&6MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!! ^^

ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
MUACK!

XOXO!! <3!

2008-06-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went sentosa for interview, at first dont know where's the place at. Jeff called a guy call DAVID, but cant contact him. So we walk on our own, walk towards one hotel there and the restaurantis beside the hotel. We walk in and one guy call DAVID call us to follow him, we walk to one so call room got a bar counter and some music instrument. Very cool. Haha! First david call us to fill in one form after that he interview us. He intro himself to us he say, my name is david i got one girlfriend. Damn funny lah. He say we must work in a group and we are like one family. Haha. =D After interviewing bing chuan and me went to jurong swimming complex to find jin kang they all. When we reach there find one place to sit wei jie never swim so he takecare of our things. At first bing chuan talk to jin kang then jin kang say dont want lah. Bing chuan look at me and laugh then i say eh cannot like that hor. He pull me down to the water but he also go down. Haha. We go to the lazy pool first swim like around 3 or 4 round then go to the massage pool there. After that we went to the wave pool there. We keep walking to the front i can reach but must keep hopping after that the wave came the wave pull us back to the middle i can reach le but still hopping then jin kang ask me you cannot reach here meh? I say can why cannot then why you still hopping then i say oh ya hor. Haha! Funny lah. After a while we went to the side we try to jump and reach up to one place which the guard is there jin kang carry me then i pull myself up the guard say dont come up then i say helloooo then the guard laugh. When i come down then they carry me up and they sing birthday song very very loud then guards and people look here. So pai seh, but happy. =D Thank you, guys!! After swimming at the wave pool there we went back to the lazy pool. We play for a while go bath le, after bathing we ate KFC. Me and jin kang share buddy meal, after eating go study corner sit sit a while then go home le. Reach home bath again and call baby! =D

Today sleep till 12 plus, wake up sms baby. =D After that jie jie and donna come le. They eat and i make bread. Jiejie say wanna go west mall buy cake or something anot? I say anything lor. Jiejie drive donna to gombak stadium she's coaching people running. After that went to west mall le. Buy cakes then go back le. Reach home play then eat lunch after that eat cake le. Then come blog le. That's all for today=D

BABY!! =DD Tomorrow can see you le. Yeah! Haha! So happy lah, =D Tomorrow accompany you go bedok and take things. Haha! =D Monday!! Monday your birthday! Gonna give you a big surprise! Hees. LOVEEEE YOU!! MUACK!! Must takecare ah, WOAINI! <3!!

BABY, I L . O . V . E . Y . O. U !

2008-05-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

Friday went to cousin house. Play game, talk to baby on the phone, chat with cousins. So fun staying at home so boring. No one accompany me, at home sure rot one. But at least got baby accompany me, so wont rot. Haha! Ah kiat bought me food, he reach home around 1+ 2 like that. Then eat and watch tv, after eating he say i got play pocket fighter anot. Then i say ya so play together, keep losing to him but got win some lah. FUN! Play until 3 then go to the room le, we two use phone, listen to music and chat together. He ask me why my phone the back light wont off one then i say just now talking on the phone ma then never hang, then he say waa like that wont be EX meh? I say wont lah, M1 got 3 person call for free de ma. So wont be ex de, he pick up the phone and say " Wake up and go toliet." And i say she sleeping lah, dont disturb. Haha! Chit Chat for a while then sleep le. Say goodnight to him and i turn off le.

Next morning, wake up saw ah kiat wake up le. He's lying on his bed, using his phone. Then LIE CHUANG again. Haha! Sms baby while LIE CHUANGING on the bed. Haha! Wait for ah xiong to come back he brought breakfast for me. Actually meeting baby at clementi de, but must wait for ah xiong to come back. Then baby go home put her things first, ah xiong came back around 1+ 2 he brought for me chicken chop! YUMMY! Suddenly ah xiong say wanna watch IRONMAN he go to the internet to check but dont have, so he say watch NIM'S ISLAND. Smsed baby and ask her want to watch movie and she say anything so okay lor. Haha! So we watched 5.20 de show. The cinema in lot 1 de is so big lor. Then the show like nobody watch one, haha ! But the show is nice and funny. After watching went to find cass, and take clementi's key. Take 183 there, when i reach there saw one macdelivery guy he ask me where's the Guard then i say i dont know. So he say thanks its okay. So i walk to cass house le go in and chat for a while then go le, when i'm outside i saw the same guy walk towards me. And you know what he's delieverying to cass house. Haha! So cool lah, then eat a little fries then go le. When to clementi market to eat with baby, baby saw his ex boyfriend de friend and her reaction is like very big lor. And i dont know what happen at first and i ask her then she say tell to look at the black colour shirt guy. And i saw, haha. Order food and drinks and we eat together! Haha! After eating we go to seven eleven and buy CUP NOODLE. Cause baby scared i hungry so ask me to buy, after buying we headed to clementi le. Stay there over night. We play, talk, fight and watch I AM LEGEND. Cry when he strangle his own dog. So sad lah! After that we stone there for a while and we both fell asleep. Haha! Wake up around 9+ 10 like that and we take baby home around 12+. FUN FUN! Haha!

WARNING ! FOR LO9K!
If you see this post PLEASE dont tell ah ma, xiao gu, aunt alice or anyone that i and my gf stay overnight in clementi. Uncle Francis know about this le. Thanks for your cooperation!

2008-05-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

Bebe, i know you dont love him. I know you love me, you say you love him is because is all a dream or something. Is because yesterday we talk about him ma, then you dream talk. I dont mind i never blame you for saying that, i dont want you to blame yourself too. Okay? Forget about this thing alright? I want you to be happy not to be sad, you also not purposely say for me to listen right? If you love me dont be sad le okay? And can i go home now? Haha!

S M I L E , A L R I G H T ?

S W E E T H E A R T ,

C H E E R - U P !

Today went to Chua Cho Kang for gathering , ride bike there around 12 plus. Reach there and nobody there. Called ah xiong and he's at home, went to meet him and have lunch with him. After that went back to 3 floor again, ah kiat is at 3 floor already. Sit for a while then went to seven floor, because ah xiong went up there. Play psp , watch tv and watching kenett and his mother fighting. So funny lah, his mother beat him then he beat back his mother. His mother say " i call your father come up andd settle with you ah." Then kenett say " come lor , papa cannot win me one." Haha so funny lah. Around 5 plus go down to 3 floor to see what they cooking, so many foods. While they are cooking i keep stealing the foods, i keep eating the seaweed chicken i eat until left half of it and my cousin keep hitting me. Haha, really eat alot while they cooking then when its dinner time i eat abit then full le. Then da jie jie and jie fu say you just now keep eating while they cooking now eat abit of course full lah. Haha. And finally my nephew " Brendon " dont scared of me le, he keep playing with us, if its last time he comfirm cry one. Haha. Carry him down for a walk then go up le. After that went up to seven floor and watch Knight Rider is a very nice show.

Blog till here, blog again next time. Takecare!

Baby , iloveyou !
Smile for me okay?
iloveyou till the very end!<3

FUNNY VIDEO

2008-04-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

MUST WATCH THE LINK BELOW VERY FUNNY VIDEO !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YwoP0thR1k

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AeiFzLPOa7E&feature=related

OMG , the game "BURNOUT" is making my girlfriend madddddd ! While she is playing she keep scolding the truck , bus and many other vechicle . Haha ! But is very funny listening to her playing game . Hees ! Just watch the video , soooo funny lah . *( AH DUH ! ) Is about a japanese guy learn to say english . While watching you will laugh like mad ! Hees !

Have tuition last week , so funny lah . I have a very funny tuition teacher can . *( AH DUH ! ) Haha ! Having tuition tomorrow again . Haha ! Okay will blog till here . GOODBYE !

*( AH DUH ! ) That's what my girlfriend and my tuition teacher always says . Haha !

BABY !!! Play more BURNOUT so i'll laugh more . Haha ! So fun listening to you playing game . Haha ! (AH DUH ! ) Hees ! I miss you so much ! ( AH DUH ! ) Hees ! I LOVE YOU ! Muack ! =D Think you now sleeping bah , just now got band somemore . Comfirm very tired de . Xin Ku Ni le ! I'll support you no matter what happen ! If you ever need someone to come along , i will follow you and keep you strong! And if i ever need someone to come along , i know you will follow me and keep me strong ! ILOVEYOU ! IMISSYOU ! MUACK !

Baby , forever&always !
Sweetheart , ILOVEYOU !

23.12.06 ( This date will be forever in my little ant's baby baby baby baby brain ! ) <3

SU DING YI !!

2008-03-31T17:42:00.000+08:00

So sad ! My GIRLFRIEND dont want me already . She want SU DING YI ! The SU DING YI go with my baby to the camp together . WHAT THE HELL ! Still hold hand with SU DING YI ! Then the SU DING YI still put his hand at my GIRLFRIEND waist . My baby yesterday keep talking about the SU DING YI ! TAO YAN !! THE SU DING YI say his girlfriend is a bad girl then come find my GIRLFRIEND . WHAT SIAL ! Blog till here . Tomorrow blog again bah .

ILOVEYOU , SWEETHEART !
IMISSYOU , SWEETHEART !
MUACK <3 !

BABY , FOREVER&ALWAYS ! <33

2008-03-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

I'm like blogging for you cause of your stupid com lor.
$30 please :D

Haha, I miss youuuuuuuuuu.

Random. Haha.

FASTER COME ONLINE AND SEND ME GAMES LAH YOUUUU.
&TALK TO ME ALSOOOOO.

It's 2.37am.
I'm on the phone with you.
I miss you still.
I love you. (AH DUH)

I'm going on a camp you know.
9-11 Apr ):
I'll try to sneak-call you. Haha.

Can you tell I'm drifting? I don't know what to write alr.
Take care, love!

Xoxo,
Jiayi.

2008-03-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

Oh Oh ! Finally i blog ! =D

Today went bugis walk walk then go to Jurong Enter watch movie . Watch THE EYE its the same as the CHINESE VERSION de . Haha ! Not scary one , behind got 2 malay girl . So noisy lah . Keep kicking the chair so irraiting one . JI GOU LI YI SIA ! After watching went back to SC walk pass Secondary School . Know why mr.teo never reply my sms and ans my call already . There's PARENT MEETING SECTION . Haha ! Play basketball for a while , wondering since when my aiming become so good . Haha ! Keep shooting and goal . Haha ! Told yao shen that maybe watch GONG FU DUNK then become so LI HAI . Haha ! After playing went to wait for the bus reach home downstairs saw daddy . Hees .

Baby ah Baby ! Wo hen serious le . I say before le , i wont disappoint you . I wont disappoint anybody who cares for me . Especially you and my family . I will study very very hard de . I will jiayou de ! Wo hui hen nu li de ! =D You go XIANG QING today . Haha ! When i recieve your sms soo funny lah . Say the guy very ah beng , somemore inside gang de . Hees ! Miss you alot lah ! Yesterday talk on the phone for 6 hours . Hees ! Bleh ! I love you lah . Love you soo much ! =D

Baby , #01 LOVE !
Baby , FOREVER&ALWAYS !
BENG LOVE YOU !
MUACK !
XOXO ! <3

D . L . S .

2008-02-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

Jie Jie go THAILAND le . Sadded ! Think WED will be back le bah . Have fun jie ! Bring more present back ! =D

OMG ! Nowadays baby keep scolding me " NA BEH ! " Baby you become CHU SU le . Haha ! Your chocolate you bought in HONG KONG very nice leh . SOO YUMMY ! I LIKE IT ! Haha ! Baby next time i send you disc okay ? But cannot say wanna know ask me okay ? Haha ! xp Yeah ! You finish the INSANE le ! So cool ! Haha ! NA BEH ! Hees . Today went JURONG to eat breakfast , watched ONE MISS CALL in the car . Not scary one , jap version more scary . But i like the ringtone , so nice . Haha ! Nowadays more movie coming up . Its like all nice one lor , wanna watch many many show . Haha !

Baby ah baby ! Nowadays like CHU SU le hor . Haha ! But i like it ! Hees ! Just now think of something but dont know can anot . Wanna send you a disc , but is a secret between me & you . SHHH ! Haha ! Bleh ! Want to know can ask me de okay ? I can tell you but you must ask . Hees . Takecare ah . ILOVEYOU ! IMISSYOU ! MUACK ! BABY , FOREVER&ALWAYS ! =D

D L S !
SEBESTER HENG LOVE HENG JIAYI

2008-02-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

DEAR AH ! 2 more days ! Now is 12.25 , and i miss you like crazy lah ! Its like you are leaving me for 1 year leh . My god ! Soo XIN KU lah ! ILOVEYOU LAH ! Muack ! Thank you for buying soo many things for me . hees ! Bleh ! Takecare ah you , loveeeee you ! Tuesday come fast ! WOAINI ! The DISNEY LAND go things to see anot ? Because jiejie de friend say HONG KONG de DISNEY LAND very small . So when baby is back i wanna listen to your story ! Haha ! Baby must sleep early ah , whole day outside . YI DING HEN LEI DE . So must rest more okay ? Beng loveee you ! Beng misss you ! Muack !

Sebester Heng loves Heng Jiayi , FOREVER&ALWAYS !

MISS YOU !

AND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS !

2008-02-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

BABY !! Sorry sorry ! So long never blog . Last few day keep coming home late . Sorry !! OMG ! Baby your leg got blisters , heart pain lah . Tao Yan ! Rest more alright ?

Yesterday morning went to lot 1 to eat MAC with cousins and my family . The MAC like no air-con one . Soo hot lah , kenett eat le will also persipire . Finish eating faster run out , haha ! After eating go pray mama . MAMA MAMA HAPPY NEW YEAR ! TAKECARE OF YOURSELF OKAY ? AHBOY MISS YOU , MUMMY ! After praying take ahma home le then go POPO house , reach there got ang bao take . Wahaha ! After a while go up to kenett house Bai Nian !

After a while go down play with BRENDON ! He finally know how to talk a little le . HEHE ! I on the BARNEY SONG for him to listen he keep shouting . HAHA ! Around 2 like that me & DA YI they all go watch movie . We watch CJ7 , soooooo funny ! But got some part is sad , after watching movie DA JIE JIE go back le . So me & DA JI they all go back POPO house , Feng Yuan they all reach there le . Say happy new year to SHI JIE KOR KOR then HUG him . HAHA ! Then go up to kenett house Feng Yuan also up there forgot to take his CD . XP Then Feng Yuan ask me wanna go down to POPO house anot . Then go lor go down le open table play BLACKJACK . Haha ! PAPA & UNCLE they all play MAHJONG we play BLACKJACK . So fun lah , after they rest PAPA come he ask who ZENG . SHI JIE ZHENG then PAPA put FIVE BUCK on the table SHI JIE lose then PAPA give me the FIVE BUCK . Haha !

Baby ah baby . 3 more days ! Cant wait le lah . Want you to be back now , IMISSYOU ! Wanna die le leh . Happy LAMA become SOT SOT LAMA already . I'll be waiting for you to be back ! No matter how long , 10 days , 100 days i'll still wait for you de . Muack ! WOAINI LAH !
OUR LOVE WILL NEVER EVER END ! WE WILL HAVE A VERY VERY HAPPY ENDING !

SEBESTER HENG LOVE HENG JIAYI ! AND ITS FOREVER AND ALWAYS ! <3>

2008-02-07T13:07:00.001+08:00

Baby ! You now Hong Kong , miss you alot now lah ! I'm going crazy le lah !

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And this days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

Do you see how much I need you right now?

Baby ! I'm waiting ! I'm waiting for you to be back ! Remember my heart is always with you ! And i love you with my whole heart ! WOAINI ! I'll wait until tuesday when you're back ! I wont find another you too ! I'll only loveee you !! LOVE YOU ! MISS YOU ! Muack ! Takecare baby ! Muack ! love love love !

Sebester Heng Love Heng Jiayi ! <3 !
Beng Love You !

2008-01-31T18:55:00.000+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

JIAYI I TAKE THE PICTURE ALREADY LEH ! HAHA ! TODAY BLOG ABOUT PICTURES ONLY . HEES !

INISDE THE HOUSE

BEHIND THE DOOR

KICTHEN !

TABLE BESIDE THE BAR COUNTER

THE OTHER SIDE OF THE KICTHEN WITH BAR COUNTER !

TOILET ! WASHING MACHINE AND SINK

TOILET BOWL AND BATHING POINT

BALCONY !

LIVING ROOM !

SOFA AND BEHIND IS THE ROUND TABLE

COMPUTER !

DAD'S , MINE & SIS ROOM !

DAD'S ROOM !

DAD'S ROOM TOILET SINK

BATH TUB & TOILET BOWL

MY ROOM

SIS ROOM

JIAYI FINISH LE ! HAHA ! 6 MORE DAYS ! FAST HOR , EYEER ! TAO YAN ! MUACK ! LOVE YOU LAH ! MISS YOU ! I MUST WOO YOU BACK ! I MUST ! HAHA ! WOAINI ! TAKECARE OKAY ? YOUR LEG STILL INJURED MUST REST AH ? OKAY ? ANYTHING MUST SMS ME AH . LOVEEEEEEE YOU ! <33>

I AM FUNNY LAMA , I LIVE IN THE TREE ! =D

ERRR , I THOUGHT I SAW A PUSSY CAT !

I DID ! I DID SAW A PUSSY CAT !

HAHA !

SEBESTER HENG LOVE HENG JIAYI !

<33>

2008-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hello ! I'm back !!

Today went to school around 12 plus , school start at 1 o'clock . Reach le saw alvin then we go to the canteen , saw Shahrin & the other guy . Sit for a while in the canteen then we decided to go to the workshop le . While walking ayam and the gang came , so we go to the workshop together . When we reach the workshop there we saw that its close , MR.MUSTAFA haven come yet so we stand there and see other people play soccer . After a while MR.MUSTAFA and the other teacher came le . So we go into the workshop le , then MR.MUSTAFA and the other teacher keep talking to themselves . We sit there doing nothing just talking to each other , then MR.QUEK call us to the to the other room and go use the computer and do something . And bee you know what ? I sit beside hafiz leh . Haha ! Then teacher call us to do some servey , and go to the ITE website to type our FAMILY INCOME , after we go home le . Its just a few hour of school . 1 hour plus in the workshop and 1 hour in the computer lab . Haha ! My friend say if everyday school like that good ah . Haha ! I finally know how to go to the computer lab at the third floor to play CS le . WAHAHA ! So cool !

YEAH ! ADPOTED A DOG NAME CALL JACK ! THE DOG ALREADY 2 YEARS OLD LE . SOO CUTE !

BABY BABY BABY ! MISS YOU LAH ! SOO LONG NEVER BLOG LE . TODAY TALK TO YOU , SO FUNNY LAH . LOVE TO TALK TO YOU ! MUACK ! BABY 1 MORE WEEK !! YOU GOING XIANG GANG LE MUST TAKECARE OKAY ? GO THERE AND THROW ALL YOUR STRESS AWAY AND COME BACK WITH NO STRESS OKAY ? BENG WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO COME BACK DE . MUST FASTER COME BACK OKAY ? ILOVEYOU , AIAI ! MUACK ! BENG LOVE YOU ! BENG MISS YOU ! MUACK ! BABY YOU KNOW WHAT ? I DONT KNOW WHAT ? HAHA ! TAKECARE OKAY ? CAREFUL OF YOUR LEG OKAY ? REST WHEN YOU LEG IS PAIN AH . OKAY ? MUACK MUACK MUACK !

SEBESTER HENG LOVE HENG JIAYI ! <3>

D L S !

2008-01-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! I'm back !

2008 ! New hair style ! Mohawk hair ! =D

In school some friends call me , " AYAM " . Haha !

In study corner some friends call me , " TONG ZI JI " , " CHICKEN " .

But i call myself , " MRS . BOBO ! " Haha !

Mr . Quak take mc for 2 days . So Mr . Mustafa and Mr . Soh teach us . But nowadays keep going home early . Haha ! Today first three period is life skill but Mr . Koh never teach keep going down take things . Then some of my friends play soccer in the class so funny . Then Mr . Koh give us early break so is 1 and a half hour of break . But also boring , the time pass so slow . In the class still got air-con , outside so hot . Then went to eat , after eating go to street soccer court . After a while ah tao kor kor call me , ask me want to go AMK HUB walk walk first anot cause still early . I say dont want then go back to the soccer court . Suddenly rain me & alvin go to the canteen , after a while i call you ting ask him come to the back and sit . Times up , go to the dont know what room . Hear the head talk so boring . After listening to the talk take attendance then study corner for a while then go home with wee kiat le . Take cab home , see the miter $3.00 . Omg ! Sooo ex lah , then reach home there is $4.00 still okay . Hees . Then i give uncle money and say thank you . But the uncle never reply me , sooo KNIFE ( DAO ) . Take so many cab with wee kiat this is the DAOES uncle ! EEE !

New Hair Style !

MOHAWK !

2008-01-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to the airport with daddy, uncle , aunt and cousins . Went there to eat and walk walk around . Ate western food and ate sarsi ice kachang . Find eating keep play around , kenett and my other cousin keep playing .

Kenett keep saying WEI SHE ME WEI SHE ME . Keep pushing my other cousin . Laugh till stomach pain . Haha ! After eating went to mini toon , bought blue mummy !!

BLUE MUMMY !

After that alk walk around lor , then go home le . Hhaa ! That's all for today . BYE !

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today is christmas , sis buy alot of things for us . Took some photo but at cousins handphone . So will blog a little later .

What's inside the box ?

Scary eye ball glasses !

Flash Dice

Thank you jie&donna for the present you gave me . Thank you ! =D

2007-12-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

Found the ring le ! Wahaha ! =DD

Got one cut on my hand . omg is pain de lorx . Starting soo many blood after that no more le . =DD

So err xin lah ! EEE !

And not handsome ! Hahas ! Bleahhs !

2007-12-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

SHIT ! SHIT ! SHIT ! SHIT ! SHIT !! SHIT ! SHIT ! SHIT ! SHIT !

AHHH ! Lost our ring ! I'm soo careless ! OMG ! AHHHHHHHHHH ! Keep finding and finding but cant find anywhere , WTH ! ahhhhhh ! =((

Morning call ah fat , ask him accompany me go westmall buy things . Then after buying the houses , walk around . After that ah fat come my house and play ps2 . Then around 2 smt ah fat go study corner le , actually going to make jie jie's handphone but aunt go make .

Blog other day bahz , tml will continue finding the ring .

Iloveyou , baby !

2007-10-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !
Haven't talk to you for sooooooo long.

Except for yesterday, but don't count.
Cause not enough.
I miss you )':

Exam alr, so maybe we can't talk so much anymore.
You think will DA ma?
I don't know :/

Okok, I don't think so much.
Take care! &Yayyyyyy, you quit your job alr. Haha.

P/s: It's OLEVEL hor.
Haha.

2007-10-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

YEAH ! Finally she get caught le ! No one will hurt be be le , yeah ! Hahas ! Hope be can take her exam , now jiayi is in the hospital . Aiyo , be be arh . She's a very very good friend nerhz , must cherish her okay ? Takecare of her , muackks !

BEBEBE , i dont have flinks lah . Everytime say i got flinks de you , tao yan lah . BLEAHHS ! And wo bu shi ah beng lah . Wo shi guai guai de xiao xue shen . Hees .

BEBEBE ! See lah , never takecare one . Got cough and flu , call you see doctor you dont want . Where can like that ? HUH HUH HUH !?!? Drink more water okay ? Dont eat too much fry things like fries , nuggets , chicken wings all that okay ? If be want eat must drink alot alot alot alot of water . And dont drink too much cold water okay , if not your cough will be more serious . Okay ?

BEBE , I LOVE & MISS YOU ! Takecare okay ? Anything sms me arh , drink more water okay ? BEBE , dont worry you will be able to take your exam de . Dont worry okay ? Muackks ! ILOVEYOU ! IMISSYOU ! BEBE , FOREVER & ALWAYS ! AIINII ! ♥

♥ DORAEMON !

♥ LOVES !

♥ SUEPRMAN !

I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOU ~

2007-10-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

YAO SI AR NI . Hahas ! Call me go sleep first then you tou tou go use com , bite you arh . Hees !

Todayy de exam quite okay okay lorx , maybe can pass . MAYBE only arh . Hahas !

Babyy you also study hard okay ? JIAYOU for your O's !

Takecare of your head horz , dun injured it le . Heart pain lehs . HUMPH !

Okay study study study ! =)

XIE XIE ! MUACKKS ! AIINII !

Babbyy , F&A !

ILOVE HENG JIAYI !

2007-10-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hohoh.
Guess what, guess what.
I'm sleeping with you now but wo zai tou tou blog while you sleep.
Haha.

Jiayou for your N'level !
I don't wanna force you alr.
Just do well for your math k? Don't need A1 lah.

Study study studyyyyyyyyyy.
I will accompany you :D

Loveeeeeeeee you!

2007-09-19T18:57:00.000+08:00

I BELIEVE !

BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE
BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE BELIEVE

HUH , ni bu hao zhe yang lehs . Hees !

Bleahhs !

2007-09-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

Why you don't believe me.
Why why why why why.
Whyyyyyyy.

I go find the 50-year old ahpek lah.
He very shuai :D