Friday, October 30, 2009
Giving up in everything ..
Maybe this is the last post i'm posting .
Maybe i'm closing this blog ..
Still thinking about it ..
Maybe i'm closing this blog ..
Still thinking about it ..
Winning is not about everything , as long as we're not the last ..
Next weekend get burned again .. Suck !
Aching everywhere ..
Hurt my knee and ankle . Damn painful .. ):
Thanks for accompanying me .. ):
Don't feel like posting anymore .. Very tired ..
Good night , everyone ..
Next weekend get burned again .. Suck !
Aching everywhere ..
Hurt my knee and ankle . Damn painful .. ):
Thanks for accompanying me .. ):Don't feel like posting anymore .. Very tired ..
Good night , everyone ..
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
11:40 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
MOOD GO DOWN DOWN !
FAIL STANDING BOARD JUMP BY 4CM ! SHIT MAN !
NOT QUALIFIED FOR CSB ... awwwww ! :(
Csm say something that make my mood go even down .
He say " you all ah waste my pc time waste my s4 time, waste my driver time,
waste my medic time and waste my time . 10 months solider already still can't get
sliver for your ippt " . And he just walk away .
And i just say to pc " i'm sorry sir , try my best already . Sorry to disappoint you . "
And i just walk away ..
This feeling sucks man ! :'(
FAIL STANDING BOARD JUMP BY 4CM ! SHIT MAN !
NOT QUALIFIED FOR CSB ... awwwww ! :(
Csm say something that make my mood go even down .
He say " you all ah waste my pc time waste my s4 time, waste my driver time,
waste my medic time and waste my time . 10 months solider already still can't get
sliver for your ippt " . And he just walk away .
And i just say to pc " i'm sorry sir , try my best already . Sorry to disappoint you . "
And i just walk away ..
This feeling sucks man ! :'(
Saturday and sunday's live firing is totally waste of time . grrr ! Weekend been burned for nothing ! Another ass thing . Hmmm .. This month is not my month .. Sucks !
Hope everything will go smoothly ..
Hope everything will go smoothly ..
P.S : HATE MY LIFE LIKE HELL !! :(
9:41 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I'M HOMEEEEEEEEEE ...
Homeee Sweettt Homeee !
Homeee Sweettt Homeee !
But not as happy as last time somemore today until 11 plus . Now is 6.28 . Hmmm .. Because Saturday and sunday burned ! Then maybe next week then can get to go home . SUCK !!! WHY !?!?! Saturday and sunday got ATP .. No confident to get marksman .. Next tuesday and wed got CSB walk .. From tuesday evening walk until wed morning .. But after 11 nov can relax abit .. Now the training abit pack .. Have to suck it up .
Feel like talking to people but there's no one ...
Sucks man !
Feel like talking to people but there's no one ...
Sucks man !
P.S : Yee ping , you're right .. Love hurts & life sucks !
There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before
We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before
We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
6:27 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
JUST WANT TO POST SOME PICTURE ..
Dad bought this home ! ~
Donuts ! ~
Cheese tarts ! ~
TATA !! ~
P.S : ( currently listening to " Shayne Ward - Until You " . )
10:37 PM
SO THIS IS LIFE ...
SO MANY BAD THINGS HAPPEN LATELY ..
WHY ?
IS THIS WHAT MY LIFE SUPPOSE TO BE ?
DAMN ... :'(
Yesterday went Mac to eat supper . Then yee ping they all went bukit panjang to slack then i went homeeeeeee . And something happen today morning !
Yee ping called my this morning around 6plus miss call . Because i'm still sleeping suddenly wake up around 7 plus hang the phone . Saw yee ping's miss call , actually never intend to call back because wanna go back and sleep . But don't know why i suddenly press call . Then i was like okay nvm . The first thing i heard is he's painting very fast then he say chiou han admitted to the hospital at first i don't believe him . Because he trick me before when i'm in camp and i nearly take leave . asshole . Haha .
Waited for chiou han for 4 to 5 hours to come out from the emergency . Then around 12 plus he's been warded in. Saw him first thing he saw me he point middle finger at me which i don't know why also . Then talk to him a while cause he have difficulty talking . Suddenly he cry .. Make me wanna cry also but i rennnnnnnnn !! Then called uncle Francis asked him wanna send me home anot and he agreed :)
Around 1 Uncle Francis reached NUH, then homed !
Rotting at home again ..
Boring lah ..
Going to help grandma to cook ! XD
END HERE !
SO MANY BAD THINGS HAPPEN LATELY ..
WHY ?
IS THIS WHAT MY LIFE SUPPOSE TO BE ?
DAMN ... :'(
Yesterday went Mac to eat supper . Then yee ping they all went bukit panjang to slack then i went homeeeeeee . And something happen today morning !
Yee ping called my this morning around 6plus miss call . Because i'm still sleeping suddenly wake up around 7 plus hang the phone . Saw yee ping's miss call , actually never intend to call back because wanna go back and sleep . But don't know why i suddenly press call . Then i was like okay nvm . The first thing i heard is he's painting very fast then he say chiou han admitted to the hospital at first i don't believe him . Because he trick me before when i'm in camp and i nearly take leave . asshole . Haha .
Waited for chiou han for 4 to 5 hours to come out from the emergency . Then around 12 plus he's been warded in. Saw him first thing he saw me he point middle finger at me which i don't know why also . Then talk to him a while cause he have difficulty talking . Suddenly he cry .. Make me wanna cry also but i rennnnnnnnn !! Then called uncle Francis asked him wanna send me home anot and he agreed :)
Around 1 Uncle Francis reached NUH, then homed !
Rotting at home again ..
Boring lah ..
Going to help grandma to cook ! XD
END HERE !
P.S : You're doing CCA things again ! XP
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, Some never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What you need, what you need, what you need
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, Some never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What you need, what you need, what you need
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?
4:43 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
FUCK !!
MY MOOD TOTALLY GO DOWN DOWN DOWN !! DDDDx
Drank XO and reny martinwith ping, wei jie and lao gao ..
Abit headache now ..
But who cares ??
Everything just end like this ? Fucking hate this feeling, how i wish i'm in brunei now .. Everything will be much more happier then now .. So this is life ? I've no choice but suck thumb and move on ? But can i ? I hope everything is a dream ..
I remember you say this. " You can see how happy am i with all this smiley " xDDDDDDDDDDD
Now is " You can see how sad am i with all this smiley " DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDx
Forget it nobody will care anymore ..
I'm also lazy to care about myself anymore ..
Fuck ... :'(
END HERE ...
They say love is just a game
They say time can heal the pain
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose
And I guess I'm just a fool
I keep holding on to you
I told you once you were the one
You know that I'd die for you
Although it hurts to see you go
Oh this time you should know
I won't try to stop you
Don't you forget about me baby
Don't you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me, why did i let you go
So you try to fake a smile
You don't wanna break my heart
I can see that you're afraid
But baby it's to late
Coz I'm already dying
Ping : I hope she'll reply me ..
Me : I hope everything will be wonderful ..
3:00 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Yesterday went town with dumb dumb, sherly and yee ping. Went cine to watch Haeundae The Deadly Tsunami. Is a great show. Cried some part but nobody saw. Haha! But i saw dumb dumb cry. Haha. Went to eat after that. Then send dumb dumb home and went west mall buy mac then go home le.
Today nothing much happened. Just received a shocked news. Nobody will know how i feel now. Have this feeling before and its back again. I don't wanna lose anyone like how i lose mummy. Hais. Later going down meet yee ping at sc for drink. Too stress up..
END HERE.
4:35 PM
